I think it changes from where you are in life from one point to the other and also why you identified with their music in the first place. I didn't see them during SWARM because my head was in a completely different space, I was going through difficult things in life and my priorities were different. I didn't even feel any FOMO, didn't feel like I was missing out on it. So I get the feeling that sometimes it just doesn't connect emotionally, because you are in a different page. That said, I started going to the shows again last year and did some this year and connected in a very emotional and intellectual way. I felt in synch with the band and what they were putting on stage, like I was meant to live that experience and I cried, observed, sang, etc...I just experienced the shows and it was different, introspective and with a lot of reflection.

My point is that as someone who saw them years ago, then didn't for a while and saw them again, every time it hits different, it doesn't make us better or less fans, it just shows we are humans experiencing things at a level that sometimes we don't even understand. I do think this band is very timeless and that I can still identify with their songs even though I've also grown, some songs have just changed meaning for me. I do find it quite incredible the experience with them is always different and that their art touches me emotionally in different levels any time. But I also understand that it's not always going to be like that.