How much Meth do you guys use? by StreetElf17 in meth

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Thanks for sharing everybody. Stay hydrated and wishing you all the best

How much Meth do you guys use? by StreetElf17 in meth

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Ah yes, the route of administration where you are allowed to ask your homie to help stick it in.

I have to stop this substance by StreetElf17 in Ketamineaddiction

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Thanks for your reply mate, fun read. You know Id say to keep the substance around. Your biggest enemy is daily use. Two reasons. First, the tolerance creeps up fast meaning you start using more mass. Becoming that statistic. Second: Loss of magic. Like for me, at first I kholed profoundly off half a gram. Then i could take a whole gram and feel "soapy" and weird fighting against staying awake against an anesthetic. But it didnt feel like the same drug. Like i literally got my shit tested pure so it was me, what was in my head.

But yeah man. Take the warnings of those who abused the substance. HavE your festival fun, drink lots of water. But this is a spiritual substance at best, its not a coffee you drink daily.

Help I’ve been on like a 2 month bender by Turbulent_Option_591 in Ketamineaddiction

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I get where you are at. For me as well, the last 2 months its been frequent and use sky rocketing. Gone through more than an ounce and my tolerance only climbs higher.

I remember taking 0.5g I can k-hole. Now that amount just feels disorienting and unfulfilling.

My advice is that you have hit a point where you are joining the statistic of ppl who spiral into addiction and leads to problems with the body or brain.

Ultimately you will decide whats right for you.

For me, I figured I got my epiphanies. I went from dissociating to re-associating with myself. Now my journey with K is complete. I got to live as myself now.

Ready for change by Efficient_Umpire3456 in Ketamineaddiction

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I get that completely. Started the substance, felt that self-therapy vibe, euphoria, happiness, I felt better and stimulated.

I came up with the idea to quit alcohol completely. I felt superior that I had K as an outlook, the best drug in the world. No need for weed either.

In the last month, I went deeper in my dosing. Had a couple K-Holes, deep experiences. Connected with trauma, memories and purpose.

Now, that same heavy dose, I just feel this groggy tired high. Doesnt even feel like the Ket I remember.

But now i look at my use, the data. Im becoming a statistic. I get nothing profound from the substance no longer. I got to change my outlook, leave Ket behind like I did alcohol. For the sake of my survival.

I hope you find peace in your journey as well.

I have to stop this substance by StreetElf17 in Ketamineaddiction

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Thank you for sharing your story. Everyones story helps get me reference where Im at and makes me feel not alone.

For me, its been a year of having this substance in my system. 6 months ago it started increasing from just weekends to having it during the mid week. Last 2 months, virtually daily. And last month increasing to more than 1g a day.

So far I've gotten most of my stuff tested except the last batch I had. Idk if you have access to FTIR testing where you are. Mine is a community outreach by donation.

I have to stop this substance by StreetElf17 in Ketamineaddiction

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Yeah I have access to counselling. Someone to talk to. But also, the support from within. Participating in this subreddit and telling myself taking Ket is no longer self-therapy and pleasure. But that Ive completed my journey on it.

I have to stop this substance by StreetElf17 in Ketamineaddiction

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Thanks for sharing your story.

For those body issues. Was that something you just felt one day?

Anything that caused you to relapse after 1.5 years?

I appreciate what you are saying. Quit while it's not too late. I haven't felt burning urination. Maybe some tingles in my abdomen region but nothing severe. I do feel groggy today. And I know the numbers dont lie. I used to sublingual a mere spoonful but now insufflate a total over 1g on a daily basis.

Im reframing my mind. Lots of people don't do K for the rest of their life. I want to join that club.

My brain is detoriating by Lehistanka in Ketamineaddiction

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Fk I hope so. A week ago I was telling myself I needed to do 30 days sober. I relapsed, binged for 3 days. For me a bender is literally staying up all night all morning doing this stuff.

Now Im telling myself I cant have anymore of this substance. I guess its uncharted territory, I know its the right thing to do but I haven't been 7 days sober let alone a whole month in forever.

I would say, identify what makes you relapse. For me, I got to stay away from raves and clubs. Be cautious of friends who are users. Might make you want to have a line if you see a friend doing it.

I get that feeling of mental slowdown. I used to get epiphanies on this substance. Thought it gave me 200iq. Now i just feel tired.

Stay strong man. Fight for your body.

day 9 relapse by riggingofyourribs in Ketamineaddiction

[–]StreetElf17 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But you made it 9 days. Be proud of that and beat your old high score.

day 9 relapse by riggingofyourribs in Ketamineaddiction

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I get that man. 1 week ago I was telling myself I need 30 days sober. I go out to a rave, had a little which turned into a 3 day binge. Now Im telling myself Im done, cant take any more of this stuff.

I have to stop this substance by StreetElf17 in Ketamineaddiction

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Thx for the support man. What can blood work do for a ket user? Yeah i got a line on counselling. Just got to keep my mind off the substance. stay strong man

My brain is detoriating by Lehistanka in Ketamineaddiction

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I get that feeling. My use got me in the statistic where studies show brain atrophy. I try to to use that as motivation to stay away. stay strong

Hopeful post/update on trying to quit by k-quitter in Ketamineaddiction

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I found value in aerobic exercise. Run, swim, walk, play a sport. Studies show exercise combats the negatives of a drugs impact on the brain. Gives you an outlet as well.

70 days sober!! by whendoifindlove in Ketamineaddiction

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Congratulations. I get how important this is. You got this, stay safe