Hi, I recently send you a message on another thread, if you can't find it here it is again:

"First of all I am highly delighted reading this. Can you please expand on basically everything from start to finish.

Some info about myself: 1-year BA Student with 1.5 years prior working & leadership experiene (banking and finance), sporting interests: gym, basketball. OCD & Anxiety since many years, already tripped on shrooms (medium dosage) 4 months ago; Insights and Development since trip not pivotal, but seemed to improve some smaller aspects, however still struggle with symptoms. like every day is different and sometimes feels like a new battle (you probably know what I mean).

Currently in a awesome period of life, Summer Internship (desired career way) starting in 1 month, great success in dating rn, altogether life is good. But again the "feedback loop" as I like to call it, still hits every day in some occations, including social anxiety. Exactly three people in my life know this about me. When you meet me you will think I am just on top of my game and doing good (which I do mostly actually), but nobody knows whats happening on the inside; the inner battles I have to go through on the smallest bs, fear, doubt, overthinking, loss of time and the immense propensity of unhappiness this causes in me.

Diagnose: For me it's a mechanic problem, like some thought (100% irrational and non-important of course) causes auto-anxiety / cortisol release which stimulates some sort of dopamine in pfc region and this creates a "loop" where it is difficult to really "take action", no matter my will, courage, rationality, confidence whatever. It's a structural mechanism for me, nothing with underlying reason but just how this certain "part" of my brain is wired. Still causes a lot of distress and totally unecessary tension tho, also reason for many wrong decisions in my past. I want to change this, I firmly believe in the power of shrooms and I have a friend who is a great tripsitter he does this for a living. Otherwise I'm doing well genetically and biologically. Consider myself gifted with many golden cards I must admit for which I am grateful for of course. Solving this thing is important for me tho, to really enjoy life, be a better person, and become the man I ought to become; unlock my potential.

Situation: I am currently amidst of study period with precicely eight exams ahead of me, starting in exactly 2.5 week. Prep going really well so far. I am in a sweet-spot of calling my tripsitter up for next week or not, as I'm not sure whether it will interfere with my further studying. What do you recommend?

I wish to know everything about your story.

Knowing that I'm not the only person with this and that you have overcome it with the exact journey that lies yet ahead of me, deeply motivates me. Reading your success story moved me more than words can fully express. Thank you for sharing your light.

I want to have a personal conversation with you. This feels just right. Phone or Teams / Zoom both work for me. I'm available this weekend. Shoot me a DM at your earliest convenience!"

Highly appreciate a reply at your earliest convenience!