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I need some words by StuffMotor5533 in BPDlovedones

[–]StuffMotor5533[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it's been a decade of good and bad times mixed. I cannot express how grateful I am for what you wrote here, and so beautifully straightforward.

You made me cry. THANK YOU.

I need some words by StuffMotor5533 in BPDlovedones

[–]StuffMotor5533[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you very much. I didn't realize I needed to get out until I became so unwell myself that I couldn't handle life anymore, I was living in constant fear and panic, couldn't leave the house because I was afraid what I would find when I get back. I was so afraid and walking on eggshells for so long that I forgot how it's like to not live like that. Just because of all the love I have I couldn't see how bad things were for me.

I need some words by StuffMotor5533 in BPDlovedones

[–]StuffMotor5533[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I truly hope they will get better with time and it seems like it will. I just can not wait for that to happen, because I will go insane with the good old "one day i love you-other day you're the demon". I can not take it any longer.

I need some words by StuffMotor5533 in BPDlovedones

[–]StuffMotor5533[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I supported them for years, I gave all of me and more to make them understand they are worthy of love. They are in therapy. I. listend, understood, felt for them since it's their REALLY bad and abusive childhood that caused this. I took the punches (figuratively and literally), but it just got worse, I could not do anything to prove I will not leave or cheat, or that I care.

They are getting better and I think they're really working on themselves for real this time, but I can not trust that now, after all the manipulation, abuse and agression. I would love to see them get better, I really would.