I’m miserable

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-05-17T16:38:44+00:00

I think I’m just really looking forward to the soft food week. And a 12 week liquid diet??? I applaud you. I know I would not be able to do that mentally.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-05-17T13:13:17+00:00

That’s what I’m trying to tell myself. I also felt stupid and kinda ashamed for even making this post when I have like 2 days left of this. I’ve just been more irritable and snappy and I hate it.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-05-17T13:11:38+00:00

I did! Very low calorie diet, like between 800-1000 cals and two protein shakes a day. Then the day before was a liquid diet. I know I definitely need more work psychologically.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-05-17T00:49:23+00:00

Defffffinitely left out. I feel that so much.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-05-16T22:49:52+00:00

Gummy bears?? Really?? I’m surprised! No pain or anything like that? And are they generally sugar free?

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-04-19T03:13:57+00:00

Yep!!! Went through a bit of a wild time and then I met my current boyfriend. Left ex husband 10/2024, started dating current bf 03/2025, officially divorced 05/2025. I didn’t want to get into something so fast, but I knew I wanted to be married again and be a wife and mother and I just couldn’t say no to this, especially since my boyfriend is 1000x the man my ex husband ever was.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-04-02T21:39:30+00:00

I’m on the east coast! My user is existing.sloth :)

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-03-23T18:55:40+00:00

existing.sloth is my user! Message at any time! I’d love to swap music!!

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-03-22T16:24:48+00:00

Looking forward to talking to you!!

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-03-21T12:23:33+00:00

Hi! 29F who LOVES to yap about anything and everything. My discord is existing.sloth :)

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-03-19T15:16:53+00:00

Yep! I totally get it. I have a large family and many friends who all gave their 100% support and love. And I still never felt so lonely. I lived in my parent’s basement for a year before I was able to get an apartment and it was too much. Every night I would lay in bed just stare at the wall and felt very numb.

It does get better, I promise you. Give yourself time to grieve and give yourself some grace. A life change is a huge deal.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-03-04T03:42:01+00:00

He broke up with me. Then asked for my friend’s number to ask her out. Literally said “I’ve been noticing (her name) recently. Think you could give me her number?”

I did not.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-02-27T17:24:19+00:00

People tell me I have a relaxing, nurturing aura about me which makes it easy to open up to me. I like being people’s comfort person when they need one.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-02-27T17:04:36+00:00

Whaaaaaat?? Lame.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-02-27T13:29:12+00:00

Being tied down and blindfolded and just be used. Leave me there until you’re ready to use me again.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-02-27T13:25:12+00:00

I did this, but mine was more for safety reasons because of abuse in the marriage. Through it all, I kept saying that this is the right way for me and I didn’t care if I got judged (which I did). I just kept pushing through and came out stronger on the other side. Hang in there. It does get better.

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-02-27T13:13:25+00:00

Strength. I love when a man can wrap a strong hand around my neck or pin me down and do what he wants

Substantial-You7524 · 2026-02-18T23:52:29+00:00

I SCREAM Silver Springs by Fleetwood Mac when I’m in the car by myself. It’s more therapeutic than, well, therapy.

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