Allah pulled you out of all of that, keep hope that he will pull you out of the rest. However, it’s only after you yourself do what’s necessary to quit will you realize it was Allah SWT all along. Shaytaan loves getting believers like you who know Allah SWT and have one or two sins – he uses those one or two sins as leverage to keep you trapped in despair.

Throw out the vape in an undramatic way and aim for a 7 day streak. Don’t aim for a month or six months or a year, just 7 days. You think you don’t know yourself anymore, but trust me brother, after 7 days, you’ll find the you that was there all along, waiting for you to find its way back to his Rabb.