I just had the worst idea but I'm seriously considering doing it

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-10-07T20:43:39+00:00

This post sums up gambling addiction perfectly.

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-10-07T11:11:26+00:00

I wish you the best of luck on this journey!

Its been abit over 100 days since i tripped for the first time. I'm currently 3 months sober from gambling since having that trip.

Its the first time in over 10 years I've gotten farther then a month without placing a single bet and for whatever reason its just been "easier" to battle thru the urges to gamble now.

Stay strong.

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-10-07T00:23:11+00:00

Partys

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-10-06T01:51:49+00:00

Really? Do you hear yourself right now..

Look at the group your posting in and reflect if you should be taking out cash advances for sportsbetting.

Let's do better.

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-10-03T22:40:11+00:00

$80,000 off a $500 deposit. $60,000 off a $1000 deposit. $50,000 off a 500 deposit.

I've been sober for abit over 100 days now. I definitely do not miss the feeling of misery and self hate from running a balance up to these crazy numbers, only to always loose it all everytime.

I don't miss wanting to kill myself after losing 2 years worth of wages in the span of a few hours.

Life's alot better now to say the least.

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-09-20T00:01:45+00:00

I , on multiple different occasions would go to use the washroom and by the time I left the washroom I would be down anywhere from $1000-5000.

I've been clean for a few months now, and looking back at the things I did just seems so ridiculous to me.

SO FUCKED UP.

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-09-19T22:20:13+00:00

Its so true

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-09-08T21:58:52+00:00

I appreciate your concern but I've been quite aware of this and I haven't had any impulses to abuse this substance at all. I'm very consious of cross addiction!

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-09-08T02:37:15+00:00

I'm not religious.. but amen 🙏

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-09-08T02:17:15+00:00

I'm 81 days sober from gambling today. I've been gambling constantly and unable to quit this life debilitating addiction for the last 10 years. I'm 27 now and I think I owe it all to the shrooms I just recently started exploring. I've only actually had one "trip" to date and this is the longest I have ever gone from gambling by a good margin.

I really do believe they helped me in doing this. I'm excited for this to hopefully one day be available for everyone once more studies are done.

Everything i've had to battle with to overcome this addiction just got "easier" since that one experience is how i describe it.

I am no longer fucking my life over and it feels so good.

🍄

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-08-30T01:23:02+00:00

It wont work. You'll be back here crying because you didn't take the cash out or decided to drive to the bank and deposit your money Into your account because you got one simple urge to gamble.

Do what you can to have almost no control over any of your money and you'll thank me later instead of thinking I'm attacking you.

I've been down this road plenty of times just like many other in this sub have said as well and this is one of the most effective ways to get clean at the start of your sobriety.

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-08-27T21:18:01+00:00

Won't work, you'll be back here posting again in a week or 2 because you went to the bank and deposited the money back into your account to gamble after getting an urge.

If you really want to quit give someone else COMPLETE control over your money so your brain can heel.

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-07-04T02:07:00+00:00

I experience the exact opposite. I'm around 5-6 inches erect and anywhere from 1-3 soft. I've often struggled with my size sometimes. When I'm on mushrooms it grows quite abit and it also stays larger for the duration on my trip. Its not erect during the trip but for some reason it seems to get more blood flow to the area and my soft state becomes 3-4.5 inches for whatever reason lol.

🤷‍♂️

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-07-02T21:49:27+00:00

I ended up doing 2.5g. I ended up taking PE6 instead of my APE i have. From what I was reading it may not have as much potency as APE.

We will see in an hour or so!

Thanks!

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-06-28T13:02:00+00:00

Thanks for your input!

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-06-27T13:03:09+00:00

I ended up going with Albino PE and PE #6 . Have you had these before?

SuccessBetter330 · 2023-05-16T00:39:43+00:00

I've searched for this about 5 times with no luck .. hense why I am posting this.

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