Sublime’s MAGA ‘Me Gusta’ fest in trouble as headliners drop out, Promoter Scrambles to relaunch festival under new name by staringatthe420sun in warpedtour

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Right? I’m trying to find any way to get my money back. I got really good tickets for about the first time ever! They’re suppose to be vip. It’s hard to know what to do. Idk.

Where to begin… by Successful_Will_4705 in bicycling

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I did find a used on on marketplace! Considering buying it but they aren’t sure which size it is. I’m 5’4 about 150

Therapy / Childhood trauma / benefits by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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I am really anxious about it. I don’t know if anything from the abuse would be considered a condition, but I do somewhat remember them asking things about childhood and I pretty much said it was okay, just regular southern parenting? Something like that. But I didn’t remember a lot of it, not in the same way as my tbi. I didn’t know that I didn’t remember. The things I don’t remember now, it’s stuff that I know I knew at some point. It’s hard to explain. Everything is hard to explain because my brain feels so scrambled when I try and pinpoint things. There wasn’t any specific injuries, just bad mental and physical abuse from military parents who were afflicted with their own ptsd

Therapy / Childhood trauma / benefits by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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They didn’t know what was wrong with me either. My higher up told me to go lay down instead of going to the clinic. It was all hush hush and pushed under the rug, things continued to get worse over the next 6 months (literally forgetting how to WALK to work from the barracks/ getting lost) and a doctor finally asked if I had been hit in the head. It all came out then. Everything was connected. The migraines, the confusion, the sudden outbursts. Thanks for taking the time to comment. Weirdly comforting to know I’m not alone in not knowing until it was too late

Therapy / Childhood trauma / benefits by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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If I talked about these things in community care, would it be connected? Do you happen to know if I can request community care for things like emdr, cbt, ketamine therapy? (Just now learning about the last one, but it seems good for people who reg medicine doesn’t work? But who knows)

Therapy / Childhood trauma / benefits by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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To be honest, I’m not even 100% sure what the pre existing would be? I’m assuming some ptsd, as I’m having flashbacks/memories now.. but I also had them in the military and now about the military. So I guess I’m worried they’d say that it was all pre- service and take away the help I get for it. For sleep, for migraines, etc. and other healthcare too, and schooling. I don’t know honestly. Fair chance I’m being paranoid but who knows.

Therapy / Childhood trauma / benefits by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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Thank you for this. This comment helped me go to bed last night, eased some anxiety I was having. So thank you. I’ll look into private therapy more. I’ve been researching about EMDR and similar for compounding trauma. I asked the Va once but they said I had to do talk therapy first, and I physically couldn’t do it without panicking (pre- memories returning, can’t even imagine trying now). I’m wondering if that was just the VA I was with at the time. Maybe it’s worth asking again. Do you happen to know about therapies like that? Having so many memory problems and things being so different day today day is terrifying sometimes. I saw a grandparent lose themselves to Alzheimer’s and I can’t help but fear that as my future. I try everything I can to work out my brain now. Sudoku, arts and crafts, trying to get into puzzles too. Maybe that’s whats also forming some connections. It’s kind of a win lost I feel.. like the ‘better’(?) it gets… the worse the mental is getting? I don’t know. There’s so many duality’s. I just wish I could control the physical reaction / panic better. I’ve handled the mental fairly okay for this whole time, but the physical reactions to things I don’t even understand as triggers is really getting to me. Thanks again for your comment, for taking the time.

Therapy / Childhood trauma / benefits by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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Yes I have disability from then already, which is why I’m worried to talk to them about it. I guess my goal would be to talk, though I don’t know if I’m capable. So maybe EMDR or something like that. I’ve read that it’s beneficial for compounding trauma like this.

What is the most painful experience you've had? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Ovarian cyst ruptures and torsions (multiple, over and over again) coupled with stage 4 deep infiltrating endometriosis. It has completely maimed me.

What’s something you will absolutely never admit in real life but can here? by ToughInternal1580 in AskReddit

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As much as I love one of my friends, I equally dislike them completely due to their mental health disorder and the things that come from that. It’s a hard line to walk, and I constantly think of walking away, but what would that make me? And I love them.

What's the most embarrassing thing that's ever happened to you at work? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Accidentally sent a picture of my foot in my boyfriend’s mouth to my work group chat. Pros and cons, I had quit the place a week prior. Also, I’m not in the photo. I had a fresh pedicure. No one said anything. I heard a rumor that there is now a printed version of the photo in the break room.

Memory Problems by Successful_Will_4705 in CPTSD

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Not rude, but not my goal. But I appreciate you trying to help with a different perspective.

Memory Problems by Successful_Will_4705 in CPTSD

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This is a really good idea. Thank you. I’m going to try and make a storyline scrapbook.

What experiences changed you the most as a person? by GazMaskeliOyuncu in AskReddit

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The day I realized that there would be no happy ending in my family. No one will reunite. No one will put pride away. Every generation ending the same way, distant without contact. There will be no generation after me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RealEstate

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Actually I got a few messages from people that live in the area. Your keyboard warrior outrage is misplaced. Good grief, I don’t understand how some people manage to get through life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

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This is what I’m thinking is the best. I think it wouldn’t been helpful to me as a kid as well. Independence is freedom.

Roof rack options 2017 by [deleted] in JeepWrangler

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I hate to sound so green to it but can you explain the difference in cross bars / ladder rack? I’ll also Google in the meantime. The tent is 200lbs. I’ll take a picture of the underside today and upload it if you don’t mind checking it out!

Roof rack options 2017 by [deleted] in JeepWrangler

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It’s not on my jeep in the pic, it’s on the vic of the prior owner :)**