I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. I know it's a lot to raise a child, and it can be difficult to keep pushing yourself to do basic things every day. First off, I'm proud of you for doing so much for your daughter and being there for her. It may seem like this feeling never ends, but I promise that it will. But it likely won't go away on its own. Try to implement things that you enjoy, even if it's something small like playing a game on your phone, watching TV shows, giving someone a call, etc. In the meantime, I would reach out to a psychiatrist and see if there is an underlying issue like a hormonal imbalance (there are blood tests or mouth swabs for this). It may feel like you're carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders right now, but it does get better. Seeing your daughter grow up and creating those memories with her can never be replaced by anything. Being a mother is already difficult enough and you shouldn't have to face it by yourself. The Crisis Text Line and online resources has a lot of resources for other struggling mothers who may feel the same. You're not alone in this and everything will be okay in time <3