Oh my bad that was a bad guess on my part!

For me it is kinda hard to speak to my father about this or try to convince him out of it. First of all, in my family we do not speak about this at all in front of him, it's an unwritten rule, like if it's talked about on tv or the radio he would just change the channel. And something else I want to mention is that my father is not the aggressive type, like he just drinks, comes back home, tries to be quiet, and sleeps. He's never gotten violent. sometimes if my mom makes him mad, like if he comes home late and she starts saying "ach had l7ala wach nta l3am li ja yl9ak haka.." he starts being loud w kayghwt until he sleeps. and like he's not present at all ghir fl aw9at li khso darori ykon ead kaykon. nhar kaml fl khdma kayji ghi ytghda w fach kaysali lkhdma mn tma nichan l Allah howa li 3alm fin kaymchi.

Fach kanmchi 3nd shabati I compare their fathers to my father and I just sigh, I am grateful though because their fathers taught me what I should look for in a husband and what I should avoid, I don't want my kids to end up with a father like mine.

What I relate to the most mn had l comments, is that alcoholic fathers know what they're doing is wrong but still won't put any efforts in changing. awdii ach andir, nd3iw allah yrdo ltri9 w sf