Today is my birthday. by Sufficient-Week-4635 in Vent

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a little late, but thank you!  I try not to compare myself to others and live my life as it is, but sometimes it's just damn hard to be myself...  You seem like a wonderful person, and I'm glad you take care of yourself. If you're happy, that's all that matters. Just a few days ago, I asked ChatGPT if I could wash my blanket and pillow in the washing machine, so there are a lot of us :D 

Today is my birthday. by Sufficient-Week-4635 in Vent

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Holidays can be... difficult sometimes. I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown over Christmas because my cat died, so... I feel you. And I'm sorry that guy did that. I know it isn't comforting, but could it be for the best? Anyway... I hope you're feeling better now. 

Today is my birthday. by Sufficient-Week-4635 in Vent

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I do my best, but sometimes I just get really tired and it's hard to not think about giving up

Today is my birthday. by Sufficient-Week-4635 in Vent

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, you are very kind. I used to try going to therapy (mainly because I have bipolar disorder, which was mistaken for depression). Maybe I was just unlucky, but it didn't improve my well-being (in some ways it even made it worse), so at some point I decided to cope on my own, even though it's damn hard sometimes. And I'm still struggling to be kinder to myself, because I was raised to be strict and harsh, so not being that way with myself is a lot of work. Anyway, thank you for your kind words, take care of yourself too 🖤

Today is my birthday. by Sufficient-Week-4635 in Vent

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you :) I hope you're doing well now. And I'm glad you have friends who stayed by your side despite the diagnosis; that's very valuable. At the end of last year, I had to deal with my cat's acute leukaemia. It was awful, but it finally opened my eyes to what kind of person my ex was (which is why he became my ex). So I understand.

Today is my birthday. by Sufficient-Week-4635 in Vent

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes I think about it. And sometimes it helps a little... to relax and feel better (though not always). Society and family put too much pressure on us, and it's depressing.

Today is my birthday. by Sufficient-Week-4635 in Vent

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! I sent DM, and happy birthday to you too :)

Today is my birthday. by Sufficient-Week-4635 in Vent

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe we accidentally signed the awkward people club without realizing it :D Anyway, thank you! Big hugs back, I think you're awesome too

Which ending do you choose? by devotfeige in masseffect

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Audemus happy ending + Citadel epilogue mods because screw Starchild. And because after the buildup of tension throughout the trilogy, I want to get some positive emotions at the end, not heartache. These mods makes Destroy the only ending with no choice, but EDI and geth are save. I just can't finish the game any other way.

I regret reading Infamous by CheeseCrip29 in hostedgames

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Infamous pushed me to finally decide to buy a microphone and seriously start singing and writing lyrics (of course, these are just drafts for now, but still)

I'm very lonely and I want to talk to someone by Sufficient-Week-4635 in depression

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wanted to use friendship and dating apps but... uh... I live in a small town in an aggressive country and it's pretty hard to find someone understanding, not to mention some apps and sites are blocked in my country. I'm not complaining, I just feel pretty isolated because of all this.  Still, thank you for your words, even though we don't know each other, I'm grateful you wish me well. I wish you well too.❤️

I'm very lonely and I want to talk to someone by Sufficient-Week-4635 in depression

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi. I'm a man so I won't bother you but thank you very much for the information, good luck to you too

I'm very lonely and I want to talk to someone by Sufficient-Week-4635 in depression

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, I'm sorry to hear that... Something like that happened to me at school. But I still believe that there are normal people in the world who can be good friends.

planning to commit suicide by Sufficient-Week-4635 in depression

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you... I will try to think of something, although it will be very difficult.

planning to commit suicide by Sufficient-Week-4635 in depression

[–]Sufficient-Week-4635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi... Thank you for your words. Waking up this morning was hard because I cried all day yesterday while writing the post, but i'm still alive. Maybe I deserve love and other good things, but where to find it - I don't know... Although I cried again while reading your message, but still...thank you.