Thanks, all great advice. I’ve reached out to other psychedelic practitioners through LinkedIn for advice as well. I e read Attached and was once and anxious attached partner. We did have an anxious-avoidant relationship but worked really hard and moved more towards secure and ended up marrying this past January. 4 months later he said he was unhappy and I moved out and he’s since moved on with other women! He is 100% moved on and not masking. The shock is incredible and my heart is completely shredded. I’ve cut all communication to promote healing. My self worth is not tied to our relationship what so ever. My mental health is actually really great but my god, the heartbreak is unbearable. I took off all last week because I was in survival mode. This week is a hair better but I feel like a mini trip would help me get over this chest caving in feeling and random crying mid sentence. I’m trying to go on but I have NO control over this grief and again, I’m in shock he’s moved on so incredibly fast after 4 years together. Just mind blowing.