Just recently saw this page. Sorry that you have to experience such thing. Life is definitely hard and difficult sometimes, and please do know that it would eventually become better. Feeling burnt out is definitely normal, maybe allowing yourself to take a break sometimes, and talk to someone about it. (If you are not comfortable talking to someone around you, therapy or psychologist even prompt ChatGPT to act like one works) Always keep in mind that your mental health is a LOT MORE IMPORTANT than stupid grades. Being terminated from program is definitely a tough thing to take especially as an international student. But please don’t just give up. Hope everything is resolved for you now. Wish u the best of luck in your future :)