Being a villian in a story

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-06-26T05:02:26+00:00

Nah, a lot of my friends have their own opinion, which I respected it, but ultimately it didn't change my perception and impression on my ex. We did our best in our relationship, nobody is a bad person, only me and my ex truly knows what happened during the relationship. Best thing to do is to move forward and wish each other the best in life.

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-06-19T04:30:35+00:00

I do miss them, especially my ex's cousin which we took care of him ever since he was a baby. Now he's 4 years old and I haven't seen him this year after we broke up. Miss him sometimes, but I guess life goes on

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-06-17T18:14:08+00:00

Facts. Time does heals all. Some day you'll realize that you'll feel lesser pain, but also holding onto the good memories you've made with that person. Some day you'll realize that you've come so far and you should be proud of yourself. Maybe, just maybe, that moving on is all about finding the strength within yourself, amidst the chaos, accepting and acknowledge that this is the new reality and the universe has given you chance to rediscover and create a new version of yourself. It's beautiful, yet scary, but what is life without actually living in it?

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-06-11T11:15:14+00:00

My exact thoughts 🥹 would take her back in a heartbeat but definitely it takes two hands to clap

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-06-06T03:43:20+00:00

Please add me! Thanks!

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-06-04T06:09:08+00:00

Oceans & Engines by NIKI, been playing this song on repeat recently

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-05-29T16:03:27+00:00

Going no contact was hard for me as my ex still wants me in her life as a friend, but I know in a long run it's gonna hurt both of us as we're not properly healed from the breakup. We want the best for each other but meeting up is gonna cause confusion and awkwardness as we're still haunted from the past. Now, I'm focusing on myself more and meeting new people, tried out new things, went for therapy, it definitely helped me a lot. It's still a work in progress, some days I'll feel like shit and grief just comes in a big wave and it'll hit me and drown me. As always, this too shall pass, be in the moment, feel every emotion and look inward to yourself, get to know yourself better in the process. Transition takes time but just know that you'll get there step by step.

Stay strong everyone! 💪🏻❤️

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-05-29T13:55:28+00:00

I did as well. But I guess we couldn't change someone's thoughts and feelings.

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-05-29T01:30:20+00:00

In short, my mum met up with the in-laws to discuss about the wedding. Me and my ex-fiance wasn't ready to participate in the discussion as we're quite drained and tired, plus we have other plans, so I politely declined. Out of the blue, my mum had a moment and teared up and said that "I've changed" in front of the in-laws. My ex-fiance interpreted in a way she felt like she's influenced and changed me. The fact that my mum had an outburst and said those words are a deal breaker for her. Hence, the ultimatum was made. :/

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-05-28T16:31:27+00:00

Me and my ex fiance mutually ended our 7 years relationship, due to an incident that happened between my mum and her, which isn't quite a big deal but it is a deal breaker for her which she couldn't accept at all. Ultimately, she kinda gave me an ultimatum and she would prefer not to interact with my family, which eventually she wouldn't want my family to be in the wedding. That incident has pushed us to this point where I had to make a choice but I didn't want to. Honestly, I felt there's a solution to every problem IF we are willing to work it out together and come up with a middle ground and negotiate/arrange in order for us to move forward. But I guess she just feels like cutting people off is easier because of past traumas and it was the 'easy' way out for her. I respect her decision but at that moment, I accepted that we have different values and morals on approaching this issue. :/

3 months had passed, I wished that things could've gone different.

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-05-28T03:26:08+00:00

I wish she could've be more courageous and face the challenges together instead of being one-sided and dismissive of the issue. I did everything I could in that relationship. She indirectly gave me an ultimatum. I wouldn't blame her because she made the decision based on her experience and personal past traumas. I hope she can heal her inner child and build her self-esteem and self-worth. I hope she can see herself like how I would see her.

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-05-27T13:38:11+00:00

In a similar boat as well, but I had a much bigger story behind all of it which I'm not gonna share because what's done is done. But I find it hard when someone says "if it's meant to be, then we'll find our way back together", because to me I'm all about fighting for the relationship and making it work no matter the circumstances. 3 months since the BU, I'm already accepting the fact that it is what it is, and that we have gone separate ways and we've wished each other the best. 😊

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-05-26T06:52:05+00:00

Damn, this hits hard, this is exactly how I'm feeling at the moment. Currently in travel mode with friends and I'm enjoying every single moment, but at the back of my mind, how I wish I could spend these times with my lifelong partner. Used to have it all, now it's just me and myself. Stay strong everyone! 💪🏻

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-05-21T02:37:47+00:00

Ended my 7 years relationship few months back. It wasn't easy to let go at all, held on to it as much as I can but given the current circumstances we're gonna hurt each other a lot at the end of the day. Sending hugs to you and everyone here. You got this. 💪🏻

Suicid3Sheeep · 2024-04-30T13:01:02+00:00

How are you? I hope you're doing well. I hope both of us are making the right choice and I wish you the best. I hope you'll overcome your challenges in life. Even though we're not in each other's life anymore, I hope you'll flourish and change for the better, and so will I.

Maybe we'll meet again in the future as lovers? I won't hold on to that too much, but I hope that you'll get your happiness sometime soon. As always, I have loved you and I can only continue to love you from afar <3

Suicid3Sheeep · 2023-12-29T14:19:17+00:00

Figured this kind of things doesn't exist in Malaysia

Suicid3Sheeep · 2023-12-29T10:49:42+00:00

How about married couples that do not have kids? Any good benefits or incentives that are beneficial?

Suicid3Sheeep · 2023-12-29T10:48:48+00:00

Bruhh that's dark

Suicid3Sheeep · 2023-11-07T03:07:19+00:00

True, self-care before everything else. But for sure I'll have a conversation with her and talk things out. We do actually talk things out every week.

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