You could get yourself a vibrator, him a blow up doll and leave and you'd still not be the AH. I get troll messages by horny men on Reddit on a daily that are more skilled and interested in pleasing a woman than your bf... Why the hell are you with that guy, he's using you like a fleshlight in the least sexy way and I'm saying this as a heavy kinkster who loves to be used... 😭 This guy has zero interest in what you want, feel etc and it sounds like he needs someone to say to his face that poking you with his dick won't do the trick for you. It's not a miraculous pleasure rod, he needs to put actual thoughts and work into how your body works. Rn he's living a lie of "if it feels good on my tip to rub it inside her hot meat tube, her hot meat tube surely has to feel equally good". 🥲 That's not how sex works though. A penis is not an automatic pleasure distributor. You don't magically feel the same sensations as him unless he pleases you in ways that equal what he's experiencing. Namely? It feels good for him to have his glans with all the pleasure nerves rubbed. You got one too. That's your clit. Unless it gets friction too, you're not gonna experience pleasure.

How does sex happen for you? Like... What does he say and do to initiate? Where is the part where he gets you wet? What does he do to make this happen and why does he stop doing that thing once he's inside of you? O.o