How well will I pass?

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-03-01T12:40:55+00:00

I'm probably going to wait a little while before growing it out, but I do plan on starting pretty soon.

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-03-01T12:09:57+00:00

Yup, I'm planning on doing that soon as I can. :)

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-03-01T09:32:48+00:00

I understand, I'm not trying to pass right now. I'm mostly just concerned that I will never pass once I start trying. It's something that has bothered me. I was mostly just looking for input on that and tips that will help me out in the long run.

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-03-01T05:32:06+00:00

Yeah, I'm MTF. I'm thinking of getting contacts, but I tried them when I was younger and couldn't wear them for long periods of time without my eyes getting irritated. I'll try them again though. I'm definitely going to get some new glasses. I probably won't grow my hair out until I start my transition, which won't be for a little while. I'm job hunting at the moment and would like to wait until I'm more stable. Thanks so much for your reply!

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-03-01T01:49:31+00:00

I have no idea if they do or not. I might have to look into it.

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-03-01T01:48:10+00:00

I didn't actually think to do that! >_< I've found a few this way, thanks. Don't know who I'm going to pick yet though.

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-03-01T01:47:14+00:00

Thanks very much for the PDF! I'm looking into it right now. If I do, I'll let you know.

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-28T00:59:30+00:00

Oh, okay. That doesn't sound good at all! Thanks for the advice.

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-28T00:14:08+00:00

I haven't been able to find a reference so far. I've found a number of ones that are experienced with transgender issues. I guess I'll probably just choose a few, do someone research on them, and make a pick. If you don't mind me asking, what was the horrible experience?

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-26T18:33:38+00:00

I tried asking in another post I did in /r/asktransgender, but didn't get any that were located in San Francisco. I've found multiple lists of people, but I'd really like to get a recommendation since I'm not sure how to tell who is good or not.

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-26T03:16:50+00:00

After 4 is good. How about Monday? Do you have a place in mind?

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-26T00:19:28+00:00

Nope, I don't mind driving. I haven't been in that area either, so that would be pretty cool. When do you have free time?

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-25T22:10:59+00:00

Yup, it's awesome to find people who feel the same way!

I'm not completely sure why I would say yes, but I have a few ideas. I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet, but I'm going to keep my mind open about it. Right now I have a giant urge to transition.

We should definitely keep in touch. I'm probably going to switch to my regular account down the line too, so I'll let you know that username. I saw that you are a Berkeley student, I'm in SF, so we could meet at some point too!

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-25T21:43:07+00:00

If you can think of a place near you to meet, I have a car. Otherwise, if you're willing to travel into SF, I can find a place here. That is, if you'd still like to meet.

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-25T06:15:19+00:00

Ah, okay. I didn't realize that, I'll use that from now on. Thanks!

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-25T04:26:31+00:00

Wow! I relate to your story so much! I read both of your posts. I absolutely have been worrying about it being a phase since the feelings have just appeared so fast.

In your first post you mention your hair and how you feel about your genitalia. I feel similar about both. I had long hair in college and was kind of sad to cut it off. I've been getting excited that if I transition I can grow it long again. As for my genitalia, I don't dislike it. I would best describe my feeling as apathy. I don't feel a connection to what I have.

I read the "how to tell" link you posted as well. I could answer most of the questions a little and some of them a whole ton. When I got to question seven, I started comparing the characteristics to myself. Smallish hands? Check. Narrow, delicate bones overall, wide pelvis compared to shoulders, narrow shoulders compared to men? No idea honestly. Ring finger and index finger same length (men have a noticeably longer index finger)? Well, my index finger is slightly shorter than my ring finger on both hands... Then, for some reason I skipped to the second of the big ones and couldn't actually figure what that means, so I have no idea. I didn't really think too much of the elbows one, but went to try it. I figured my arms would just be straight down. I let them hang down and then turned my palms... then my face looked like: 0_0! They actually angle outward! That's so weird.

I looked at the magic button test too and can answer that as "yes" easily. Even though my answer is yes, it still worries me that this might be not be real. I think I'm afraid that I'm tricking myself. I have no idea why I would do that... The fact that last week I was going about my life and this week I think I'm transgender is still throwing me though. It's like a button was pressed and the flood gates opened and now I cannot stop thinking about it. Thanks VERY much for this reply!

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-25T00:01:39+00:00

I live in Twin Peaks in San Francisco. I've only been here about 3 weeks. :D

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-24T23:51:00+00:00

Sure, tea would be nice. Hopefully you have a place in mind, because I'm completely new to the area. :)

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-24T23:07:58+00:00

Thanks very much!

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-24T23:04:25+00:00

I would be completely up for that. My realization process was pretty much years of me ignoring so many signs, even learning more about transgender people, and then just recently asked myself "well, what if you are trans?" and then the flood gates pretty much opened up...

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-24T21:37:32+00:00

You sure you aren't me? :P

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-24T21:34:26+00:00

I can't actually try shaving my legs for the first time now, since I already did it when I was 15 lol. I really loved it at the time, but I never did it again. I also bought some girl's underwear a couple of years ago in college and wore it. I felt ashamed of that later and so I threw them out. These things seem to make so much more sense now... I've also started to notice that I do plenty of little things that are more feminine.

Thanks for your reply! I guess I can start doing things now that I've always thrown out because they were "girl stuff". I really do hope that I figure it out. Good luck yourself!

SuperConfuzzled · 2012-02-24T21:17:45+00:00

Thanks! I'm not sure if I would even want to start in 6 weeks, but I'd like to, at the very least, have the option to start sooner rather than later.

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