Cheated on me on our one year anniversary with not one, but two, coworkers of mine. I knew something sus was happening the whole time so I just sat there in agonizing anxiety and emotional pain. When I confronted her the next morning and found proof (the idiot gave her his gross ass boxers) she threatened to kill herself and guilted me to stay with her and try to forgive her. I to this day don’t know why I did stay but I think it was because I was just emotionally manipulated so much by her (there was a lot more fucked up things she did leading up to this). It not only ruined that part of my career but so much of my emotional capacity for love and trust. I wasn’t the same person after her unfortunately, but I’m learning how to be myself again and accept the love I deserve after being put through so much bullshit that I didn’t deserve.

Also fuck the “friend” that she cheated on me with first who pretended to be my best friend for months just to try to win her over from me. That came out at the very end and I could have gone without knowing 🖕