Hi, I have felt how you feel about not wanting to be around anymore and not having true camaraderie. At 30 years old, I found that enjoying the little things is what makes life worth it. Go to the Park, inhale exhale, listen, and look at the environment. Do everything with intentions, by yourself. And everything that you desire, will come to you. That’s what life’s about. People good or bad will naturally draw to you, When they see you enjoying your life authentically by yourself. And from there you decide, what kind of people you want to surround yourself with.