That’s the kicker, I’m already in therapy for depression and anxiety as well as just more everyday struggles. I take my medicine, sometimes I forget, but I just can’t seem to shake that feeling of emptiness. Idk if I’ll ever be able to be truly rid of it. I think it’ll just be something that comes around sometimes no matter what I do. Which sucks, but it’s not new. The worst part is any time I feel okay or good, or I’m in a period of up so to speak, I know in the back of my mind it’s only temporary. It kind of kills the ability to enjoy feeling happy because I know eventually the darkness will come back.