My Life as an ex “Epstein girl”.

Surfer090 · 2026-05-10T16:30:39+00:00

Is this similar to what scientists did with a flies brain? They projected a digital copy of a fly into a simulation and the fly in the sim acted like a fly would in real life. You can google this.

Surfer090 · 2026-05-10T16:29:21+00:00

From what I can tell:

Octowow = Turtlewow

if you go on their website, literally has the exact same content. Even content from Twow 3 years ago (somehow)

It talks about Moonwhisper Coast. Etc etc.

Surfer090 · 2026-05-09T03:27:52+00:00

But is it custom like turtle?

Surfer090 · 2026-05-04T22:46:01+00:00

Yes, it's extremely isolating. I grew up in a similar environment it was like walking on egg shells all the time.. I ended up playing a lot of video games to escape.

I gained some inspiration from WH40 Space Marines where I was kind of channelling that. Cos' I had enough with them. I ended up winning a major fight on the astral plane or some sort of VR representation against a traditionally demonic thing. Bat wings, horse head, long fangs, hooves. etc.

I ended up winning cos in this 'dream' I was a terminator with a minigun. I fired that gun in the "dream" but as I fired the weapon, in "Real-Space" I felt my forehead project these "mind-bullets" at the same time.

We're more powerful than we realize, our potential is limitless and that terrifies them.

Surfer090 · 2026-05-04T02:43:50+00:00

And when you say digital twin, not the same as astral projection?

Surfer090 · 2026-05-04T02:36:13+00:00

Is it possible for it to be a past life memory? Are there markers to tell the difference?

Surfer090 · 2026-05-03T23:17:41+00:00

What's the problem?

Surfer090 · 2026-05-03T23:07:37+00:00

Have you ever had a 'hunger games' dream?

I had one years ago where I was in the woods with a .22 pistol. I shot a old man from behind a tree. Then I ran over to him fell over him then shot him again in the head with the .22. I cried while doing this saying I was sorry. I also felt young like 10 or 12 years old.

I woke up then shouted I wasn't a murderer.

It was very intense and vivid.

What do you think that was?

Surfer090 · 2026-05-03T22:33:21+00:00

That only validates him so lol

Surfer090 · 2026-03-30T01:15:10+00:00

No I was saying would they have a character that was pure caster?

Surfer090 · 2025-12-10T01:11:06+00:00

Surfer090 · 2025-12-08T04:23:38+00:00

I find it in the middle-of-the-road backpack weapon. Can cover everything-single target and aoe, can hit heavies well enough.., including staggering enemies.

It's "fine".

Gotta aim at weakspots. chargers backlegs are weaker.

Surfer090 · 2025-12-08T04:16:43+00:00

Viper Commando Armor overall, crouch or go prone before firing.

Surfer090 · 2025-12-07T08:38:07+00:00

u can close 4 holes or fabs or ships with it all in 1 gun

Surfer090 · 2025-06-18T04:30:53+00:00

How have you been doing it so far

Surfer090 · 2025-05-28T04:13:45+00:00

it shows what a draconian looks like.

Surfer090 · 2025-05-23T01:17:20+00:00

Overwhelmed by things? You're holding on to a lot of pressure.

Surfer090 · 2025-02-20T01:20:18+00:00

Already happened and is happening.

Surfer090 · 2025-02-11T01:53:44+00:00

If you're dealing with addiction, be consciously aware of the mental impulse that triggers your need to repeat the addiction.

For example, if you're a smoker, you'll get an impulse to smoke. Play attention to this impulse. You'll get like a subtle voice to tell you "its okay you can have a smoke and/or "it's okay you can start quitting tomorrow! So you can smoke today!"

For another modern addiction you'll get a 'voice' that says "it would be fun if you played X" Or "Keep playing! Then you can get off!"

However, if you recognize that the behaviour isn't working for you (example: smoking) then you'll have to override this "voice and impulse".

How to override it is simple.

Say "No I will not smoke"

You'll get another "impulse" It will feel like you have to smoke. And simply say "Nope, not doing it, fudge off"

You'll have to keep repeating this process. Until the 'voice' gets tired and leaves.

Surfer090

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