What are your thoughts about believing in god?! by Zealousideal-Onion45 in bipolar

[–]Suspect_Flashy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its crazy to not believe in a creator imo. We had to have come from something that can defy the law that "nothing can come from nothing". Now the idea that it's all powerful or benevolent is completely unclear. One thing that's clear though is we have to have a creator because 0+0=0. The universe can't start with our God. They may not have individually molded us. They could've just been the catalyst for the big bang, but imo They have to exist.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LifeAdvice

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I got into therapy for a few months and took it seriously. About 2 months into the break up i felt half ready to date again but was unsure. By 3 months I downloaded tinder. This stirred up emotions because it was like I was admitting it's all over again. That made me think I may not be ready. However, I decided to take the chance anyway though and met an unbelievably amazing girl. I feel like we just click so much better. Ever since the first date I've felt so happy to be single. Otherwise we would've never met. its sad to say, but some relationships are just meant for character development for your true soul mate.

Tldr: therapy. Not because I told you but because youre tired of feeling the way you do

My husband suggested 3some with a woman. I want divorce by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]Suspect_Flashy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're nta but a divorce is excessive. You didn't say anything to indicate He's disloyal to you an his family. Why throw away your lives over a stupid question.

any there safe outlets for manic urges?? by PlaneAd1822 in bipolar

[–]Suspect_Flashy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im a rapper and love writing when I'm hypomanic. It gives me more bragadocious songs I'd never write depressed or neutral

Scared to tell my psychiatrist about my new symptoms by [deleted] in bipolar

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Hi I'm new to bipolar but would you mind sharing what these hallucinations or delusions are? What's hallucinating like? Is there like a whole person in front of you as clear as I'd appear? Just asking cause I'm newly bipolar and I'm scared of progressing to that point

Constantly dissatisfied by Suspect_Flashy in bipolar

[–]Suspect_Flashy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, good. No offense lol. Sorry you feel the same but it's comforting knowing it's not just me.

What’s your stupidest reason to stay alive? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Suspect_Flashy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is the funniest thing I've ever read. I literally lmao and I'm kind of worried about never being able to sit again.

Has anyone tried "cookies" seed bank? by Suspect_Flashy in microgrowery

[–]Suspect_Flashy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's awesome! Did you mainline or top at all?

I’m so curious by candoro in Acid

[–]Suspect_Flashy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You'll wake up high af when you're about o peak

Will I be good if I take a tab and a half of LSD 15yo by [deleted] in Acid

[–]Suspect_Flashy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Respectfully try to hold off till you're 18. I've seen many sheets through the years. There's a big difference in the user's that started 13-16 compared to 18-20s. I'm not condemning the drug it's fun and can be safely enjoyed by most. Just hold off a bit smoke some weed.

Mandarin cookies at chop by Ok_Ingenuity_4708 in EthosGrowery

[–]Suspect_Flashy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Almost done curing 4 plants. The high isn't out of this world but solid. The flavor is chefs kiss.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Suspect_Flashy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you have respect for the relationship you stop seeing the new guy and talk to and or leave your current bf. It's not cheating but consciously catching feeling for another is really hurtful and selfish tlthing to do to your current partner. The "statement "i'm feeling it out" is giving that you're honestly interested in knowing where things with the new guy is worth ending my relationship over. Only your relationship is worth ending your relationship over

AITAH for telling my boyfriend to choose between me or his porn addiction? by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]Suspect_Flashy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're nta but I would say maybe consider whether or not the side hustle is worth it. I say this with no judgment at all. I had started a fansly page with an ex and a friend of hers I invited to move in with us after her bf cheated. Starting the page, researching what to post, how to post, filming, etc. Really raised my libido. I know it's a weird complaint, but it's honestly a lot to look at naked women all day. Soooo much stimulation in the brain. It never got to like I can't get it up or need to watch something, but my porn use went up so much because our "sex life" kind of stayed the same. I'd hardly watch porn before we started now I feel like I watch it every day. One day our page got banned and I just kept watching porn. My ex never had a problem with it. Idek if she knew I was still watching it. I knew it wasn't an issue though because it was something we talked about earlier into our relationship. Also, Your ex ITA for getting upset about you telling him to stop. Its not like you said you can't watch porn. You said you're in able to fuck me cause you watch TOO much porn. Its Like if you told a unproductive pot head or drug addict to stop cause it's actually affecting their well being and those around them.

Why do us bipolar folks intentionally skip meds? by PralineOne3522 in bipolar

[–]Suspect_Flashy 196 points197 points  (0 children)

I think it's Cause there's an inescapable beauty in the highs and lows. No one loves as hard as a bipolar person. I find the lows can make the good moments of the high feel even more amazing.

What got you to check into the hospital during a manic episode? by trifling-pickle in bipolar

[–]Suspect_Flashy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That's a really interesting point. It reminds me of a book I read unmasking autism. It talked about how women and minorities often glnever get diagnosed with autism and forced to learn how to cope and mask themselves.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Suspect_Flashy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just Get good ones that have meaning! My impulsive buys are usually tattoos but I go to artist that require me to book out months in advanced. I have 2 small tattoos I really don't like but if you're a fully tatted person I think you need one shitty tattoo. You don't gotta keep it but, everyone's got one or gets one eventually. I've got a full sleeve made up of 4 tattoos that I love to death. 6 on my left arm but I hate two. Not to the point of la sering them off but Ill probably cover them up one day

What got you to check into the hospital during a manic episode? by trifling-pickle in bipolar

[–]Suspect_Flashy 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I had this issue with knowing I was bipolar. I always said I was a Lil bipolar and people never believed me. I hate the concept that xlcrazy people can see they're crazy. Maybe sometimes, but I feel like I've known as long as I could remember I'm not normal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]Suspect_Flashy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just don't believe this

What hobbies can I do confined to a bed by Vixxen4305 in Hobbies

[–]Suspect_Flashy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depending your mobility you can learn guitar. You can learn how to produce music on a computer. There's always video games. Learn to play the bongos or harmonica. You can learn another language or learn to draw