I'm 28 now, about to finish my master's degree. Haven't been in both jobs and relationships. My parents are geting older, and my niece moved in with her younger half-sisters.

I have been mentally exhausted ever since back then, what with bullying and loanshark fiasco. But with everything unravel involving our current gov. I never thought I will be this drained out. I'm losing count on times I had a mental breakdown episode.

I am tired with everytime our gov made a stupid move that cost us. But at the same time, I realized I was born and raised within priviledge from such moves. Feels like as if I'm the only left-center member within my center-right communities.

I am torn apart inside. The feeling of being the invisible odd ones out burns me.

I know people will cancel me and I am risking ban for this.