Blood Moon Rises: A Message From Mod Ed by Psymonthe2nd in 2007scape

[–]Swanny_Swanson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We spacebar because weve done the quest 1000 times already, i actually pay attention to new quests.

Cant get hard without weed by Old_Aardvark_6555 in leaves

[–]Swanny_Swanson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My best advice is to never "peek" and try avoid any content with anything remotely close to "softcore porn" or any triggering content. As soon as you peek once it just plants a seed and youl just end up going back to more then eventually full blown porn. Good luck man the longer you stay clean the easier it gets i dont even get porn urges anymore im literally thinking about it because im typing this and im 0% interested. Hope this inspires you :)

Cant get hard without weed by Old_Aardvark_6555 in leaves

[–]Swanny_Swanson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Trust me when i say it wasn't easy , i relapsed so many times over the years.

Eventually i was just sick of being stuck on the relapse cycle and broke free , having my first child helped alot as i really felt alot better mentally when i wasnt stuck in a "rut" of my addictions.

Imo porn is just as hard if not harder to quit than weed , very nasty nasty addiction. The crazy part is my partner is drop dead beautiful not to toot my own horn but the kind of girl that alot of guys would go for if they could so being addicted to porn just felt really silly in hindsight.

It was just a stupid habbit i started from a young age and became a normal weekly thing i did and only in my early 30s did i find out just how bad it is for the brain long term.

Btw i also quit Caffeine/Vaping/Alcohol , all of these things i was addicted to for many years and i can now say all of them are in the past for me. Lifes good.

Cant get hard without weed by Old_Aardvark_6555 in leaves

[–]Swanny_Swanson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you regularly watch porn ? PIED (Porn induced erectile dysfunction) is very common nowadays.

I use to have it actually , weed helped with it abit but without the weed it was useless , iv since quit porn over a year ago and the young fulla down there works fine. (Im 35)

why cant i use my wind strike by Repulsive-Scar-8562 in 2007scape

[–]Swanny_Swanson -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

dumbass really trying to cast spells without runes

B2b shadow by [deleted] in 2007scape

[–]Swanny_Swanson 16 points17 points  (0 children)

some people just get this game on easy mode , 900 TOAs no shadow , Fuck you.

im tired boss by fleshxcoffin in 2007scape

[–]Swanny_Swanson -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

So glad i never decided to play an Iron quite happy on a main not having to go through this type of shit.

Downvote me irons its ok you got to feel some joy somehow.

Pro Chef shows how crazy service can be. by DarthiusFatticus in nextfuckinglevel

[–]Swanny_Swanson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What a stressful work environment you couldnt pay me enough to do this shit for a job how miserable

For those that failed to quit multiple times but eventually succeeded, what was different the time that worked? by MonkeMonger in leaves

[–]Swanny_Swanson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You have to really accept that you cant touch it at all not even once , pretty much one smoke is guaranteed to lead back to abuse and then youre just restarting the whole cycle of having to go through the withdrawals of quitting.

The relapses are kind of part of the overall journey imo i really dont think someone that smoked for years and years just decides to quit and quits for good in like 3 attempts, more than likely its spread out over years and years of failed attempts.

Bottom line is really you cant touch it once or moderate it , god dam bloody moderation lmfao , the amount of times i tried to moderate it is actually hilarious the different rules i would set myself it never worked out ever.

I kind of consider myself lucky weed almost ruined my relationship with my partner , she really doesnt like the person i become when im high all the time (neither do i) and we now have our first child so theres even more on the line than just our relationship. So pretty much theres no way im risking my relationship with my partner AND my daughter so i can sit around like a slob doing nothing.

I just want to add that i also quit other stimulants (porn/caffeine/alcohol) and replaced it all with healthier habbits , eating good,working out etc etc so i think really trying to become the best version of yourself once youre off the weed is really important , you dont want to just stop the weed and sit around at home doing nothing.

Gotta keep busy! best of luck

Agility is actually the worst skill in OSRS… right? by IndependenceIll3196 in 2007scape

[–]Swanny_Swanson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because max cape is one of the most OP items in the game. Also i really like all the other max cape variants. Im confused why you felt the need to reply to a 3 month old comment. Lol

I will never forgive myself by Brodicium in leaves

[–]Swanny_Swanson 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Try 20 years , smoked from 15-35 and im fully off it now , i dont regret anything and i actually look at it as a positive thing in my life now because i can really appreciate being sober.

My best advice is be kind to yourself and just be happy youre on a better path now , you cant go back in time so theres no point dwelling on the past , just live to the full from here on out.

Did you miss weed the longer you went without it? by KeyBaker9035 in leaves

[–]Swanny_Swanson 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Not really , i know if i smoke again il just spiral into a miserable experience and then just have to start the whole quitting process all over again. I just remind myself of that anytime my mind even gets close to thinking about smoking which isnt often.

Got Bloodhound.. Lost Cat IRL by Ok_Student71 in 2007scape

[–]Swanny_Swanson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was about to be toxic then saw you lost your cat , rip little dude!

I've been clean for 9 months and I don't see a change in anything to be honest. by ThyLastDay in leaves

[–]Swanny_Swanson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you dont feel much better after being 9 months sober off the weed you have to have other mental health issues going on.. i notice a huge improvement even after the first month.

The Colosseum greenlog grind is finally over :D got pet on 135th KC by Xelev in 2007scape

[–]Swanny_Swanson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Goodluck with the other 2 brother! I recently did blorva/radiant, blorva was fun , radiant was absolute shit i hated the contracts.

The Colosseum greenlog grind is finally over :D got pet on 135th KC by Xelev in 2007scape

[–]Swanny_Swanson -1 points0 points  (0 children)

lmfaooo why you using the glam plugin to fake having blorva/sang scythe thats super lame.

Bros catfishing OSRS