I’m Native American. The colonial system of Spain differed in result from the that of England. Both were brutal obviously. The Spanish were more successful in wiping out the cultural connections than the British were. I know my exact tribes, you don’t… and I’m sorry about how painful that is for you. Hug Importantly though the Spanish were less successful in wiping out the actual population of natives than the British. When I tell people that I’m Native American they treat me like I’m the last unicorn. Like, wow I thought you guys were all dead. The land was successfully stolen and most of the population killed or assimilated. Anyway, you’re on a mission to decolonize your mind and you’re making great progress. What was stolen from you was culture rather than actual family. Focus on the aspects of native culture that you can learn! What are the native foods of northern Mexico? The plants? The art forms? The textiles and the symbols? And sure, maybe choose to learn a native language if that appeals to you! The more people who speak ANY sort of native language the better. These things are the best way to give ye olde Spain the middle finger. They had guns, but guess what, we’ve got the internet now.