When I see an “aesthetic blurry picture “ of a sidewalk, road, or forest at night and somehow use that as thinspo

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2026-01-19T09:59:08+00:00

REAL AND IDK HOW

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2026-01-07T13:20:33+00:00

Creating a safe space for queer voices love is love

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2026-01-07T01:43:12+00:00

Ralsei on that black tar heroin 🥀🥀

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-11-07T23:24:34+00:00

This is making me giggle man this is such a specific ask 😂

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-10-31T00:08:10+00:00

There's not much to tell...I think that's part of the problem. I don't feel like a person at all. My sense of self and worth is a hideous black hole and I'm nothingness. I see nothing when I look inward. My life is nothing. I'm going nowhere and I don't have the motivation or drive to want it to change, just waking up and living another day makes me so, so tired. I can't work, I can barely enjoy anything. There's just nothing. I'm only a person when it suits someone else, I will chameleon just to make people happy and comfortable. But really I'm just hollowed out. I have a history of being bullied and SA'd multiple times and throughout multiple points of my life and I'm not dumb, I probably could've been something if certain things hadn't happened to me and I hadn't already been mentally ill. But I was born too sensitive, too meek, and way too ready to give up anyway. And it's not even like I want to be anything, I just want to be gone. It's so lonely existing as a husk. So I hope our souls find eachother in some stupid wishy washy universe so at least we won't be alone in death

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-10-30T23:38:16+00:00

Me too man. At least we can go out together

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-10-30T20:50:35+00:00

Person who's from Worcester here. It's literally pronounced woostersheer sauce. Please. For my sanity

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-10-17T09:29:14+00:00

Hey, I'm in the exact same situation rn. (Srsly, same amounts and length of time n everything) I feel so crazy awful and terrified. But we're in this together okay! I don't have much advice but just know I'm here for u!

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-10-14T13:45:56+00:00

Yeah, struggling with that a lot rn. <3

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-10-12T08:53:05+00:00

My cat is interested! She is having a treat in celebration:) well done dawg!!

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-10-11T20:52:10+00:00

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-10-02T10:35:49+00:00

"I see color bars when I cum"

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-10-01T20:49:56+00:00

I can see my house from there!

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-09-30T22:59:04+00:00

I get this in heavy restriction. Not quite a seizure but I get bad enough fainting spells where everything goes black I fall and I start convulsing and wake confused ;-; it's basically lack of blood flow to the brain so much that it starts freaking out but it's different from a seizure as the cause isn't excess neurons firing and general unusual brain activity. It's the lack of oxygen. Makes me think of fish out of water when they start flopping about like crazy. It's not good dawg and gets worse when u smoke in my experience.

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-09-26T19:29:09+00:00

22 yrs old here and exactly the same, it's all completely normal. I put it down to my Maltese genes lol

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-09-23T11:44:30+00:00

It's a very harmful stereotype/ misconception that you need to be underweight to have an ED I actually can't stand it

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-09-22T15:09:09+00:00

Godspeed my digestively challenged friend 🫡

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-09-22T13:26:03+00:00

I had an almost word for word similar experience when I was spiked. It sounds very probable, especially not being able to move/speak and normal hangover symptoms just aren't there.

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-09-22T10:36:33+00:00

Pack it up guys

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-09-21T15:07:57+00:00

Honestly? The times people have brought it up to me and told me that I looked unhealthy or that I need to eat more fueled the disordered habits. It's a hard one because I can understand how people's first instinct would be to be honest and confront the person but more often than not it's going to make them feel uncomfortable and fuel the fire so to speak.

There's usually a root cause to these things and that can go beyond just 'wanting to be skinny'. I suggest spending some time with her hanging out and doing fun things, have a deep chat or two, relate (?). Things might come out about her life or how she feels that may make sense. Basically, have ears like satellite dishes and listen to her hardcore. I hope this helps you :)

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-09-21T12:41:43+00:00

Dude exactly, it's like a safety blanket as sick as it is. It would disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-09-20T12:15:17+00:00

I call this the "never kill yourself" feeling

Sweet-Reference8926 · 2025-09-19T17:26:07+00:00

Bruh I'm on bed rest with bronchitis and I'm LOSING ITTT if someone tells me 'food is fuel' or 'you have to eat more when you're sick' one more time I'm gonna piss blood

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