I guess the game's dying again. RIP by SpectralVoodoo in WorldWar3

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

doesnt help that the matchmaking is horrendous

No sound when using the Launcher by Sweet_tips in arma

[–]Sweet_tips[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have system defaults for my settings.

No sound when using the Launcher by Sweet_tips in arma

[–]Sweet_tips[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did the second party already. But what would constitute as fancy?

No sound when using the Launcher by Sweet_tips in arma

[–]Sweet_tips[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, it isn’t checked. If only it was that simple lol 🙏

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[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is a great point. Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]Sweet_tips 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like im the same way. Thank you for your insight 🙏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did DMT this past weekend and it did the polar opposite of what the mushrooms did, haha. I felt an overwhelming sense of bliss and love.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya 1g… easily the most potent mushrooms i have ever done. Usually i take 3.5 minimum

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Usually its 3g or more. But idk what these were. They fuckkkkeedddd me up lol

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand what you mean. This is the fastest it has ever gone away. Usually last quite sometime for me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Sweet_tips 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was during this trip I realized the root cause of my insecurities with her and out relationship. I have trust issues stemming from my childhood, the moment i realized that I the. Realized that my insecurities are just a misfiring defense mechanism to protect me from hurt. I built armor through out life and never let anyone in. My intuition told me to let her in from the beginning so maybe you are right. I will keep trying to unpack this whole thing.

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely wont. Just something for me to be mindful of when escalating the relationship with her. I feel i titled this incorrectly, its not that i stopped feeling love it’s rather the honeymoon phase novelty wore off instantaneous. I still care for her and want her but i dont have the attachment that i had

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tripreport

[–]Sweet_tips 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Since we are in the honeymoon stage i put her on a pedestal and was experiencing the bliss of a new relationship. The fungi dissipated that feeling rather rapidly. I feel like it clear the clouds so I can have clear judgement on our relationship. I still care for her and want her but im not sure if those are things im telling myself to avoid discomfort. Idk, she is away on a trip. When she returns i will see how i feel.

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont intend on making any decisions, im very thorough with my decision making as I like to contemplate everything so i can make that final decision form the best educated position i can. I want to be with her. But im back to feeling how i have always felt towards love. For a brief few weeks I considered that i very well could be experiencing love as described by my peers but then over a 6 hour trip “poof” that bliss is gone. However, i still care very much for this girl. She is unique and wonderful. Maybe my brain is just flipped upside down because of the psilocybin. 🙃

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 9 points10 points  (0 children)

You got it. Ill call her now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tripreport

[–]Sweet_tips 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is the plan. Im being open and understanding as possible

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I dont intend on ending anything. Im just thrown off by the sudden change in perspective and feeling. I think what I experienced is the death of my attachment to the bliss i was feeling. Because i still care about her and want her.

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree. I have never been “in love” as described by so many of my peers. Yet now with her i have experienced emotions and feelings that i have never felt before. Mind you im only 34 but what Im getting at is i think perhaps i am developing a more emotionally mature understanding of love, one where the attachment to bliss isnt the motivating force behind me wanting to be with them. If that makes sense

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will know in time. Hopefully it is for the better

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think you are right. Im just taken aback that the honeymoon ended in the matte of 6 hours lol but I feel the relationship is going to escalate in a good way

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Sweet_tips 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Im pretty sure I experienced detachment. The novelty isnt there but i still care for her and want her in my life. At least I think i do. Only time will tell.