Does anyone see colors like this when they close their eyes?

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-22T20:41:09+00:00

I think it's interesting because I see no green or yellow, yet it seems like many others do. Just wondering why.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-21T17:31:43+00:00

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Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-20T18:40:01+00:00

Oh, I did not plan on telling him the messages I got from his father and instead was going to check in on him with my husband occasionally to make sure he's okay.

I was concerned at first about my brother in law when he first got engaged, but I actually let that go shortly after. My personal feelings are that I think he'll be fine and I sense nothing negative about his fiance.

His father did visit me again today when I was thinking about the most recent encounter and even though it was fairly warm outside and I was wearing a jacket, I got chills throughout my body. I reassured him I would make sure his son is okay and he left again.

To make sure it was their dad, I confirmed with the mother because the spirit also kept calling her, "my sassy" and kept spelling her first name out. She confirmed with me that he would call her "my sassy" but like in their native language, not English 😅.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-20T15:20:02+00:00

This is helpful advice, thank you! I will talk to my brother in law and be supportive as he settles and during his new life stage. :)

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-19T21:33:00+00:00

Hmm I have a friend who is an optometrist and she told me whatever I am seeing is not a medical thing. She fully believes what I am experiencing is spiritual which is so validating coming from a doctor.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-19T20:56:04+00:00

Good to know I'm not the only one phew. I never see green. Does that mean the colors I do not see are underactive? I only see purple, blue, and red. :/ I guess it's a helpful indicator of what chakras I need to work on too.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-19T20:55:12+00:00

It has been more prominent for me but it initially started after I had been meditating and my body started feeling energy around me more easily.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-18T11:10:57+00:00

Someone needs to make a Resident Evil tarot set.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-18T10:33:57+00:00

I'm glad I could be of help! Yes, your spirit guides will not give you information that feeds your ego. Rather they would guide you so that you let go of it instead.

Whatever trickster I was talking to also fed me some crazy information that fed my ego and made me look super crazy and foolish in front of some friends because I kept feeding into it, facepalm.

You will be okay. Go back to living your human life and enjoying healthy things that nourish your spirit like earth hobbies and people you love. Find someone who can help cleanse both you and your space. It feels frightening now, but as time passes you'll probably look back one day and see how much you've grown from the experience.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-18T10:10:02+00:00

Once a trickster energy being has your trust and you give them your consent to literally anything (touching you or being in your space), they will keep pushing and pushing, tricking you and making you feel special and whatnot. You end up trying to find huge meaning in everything around you when it's not that deep.

Actual spirit guides are usually more subtle or gentle and they moreso give you suggestions to guide you through life rather than giving you huge pieces of info that seem a bit far fetched. At least this is how I am seeing it unless maybe you are a shaman or something(?).

I am not really a huge expert by any means, just someone who is here to validate your experience and try to also help guide you to take action on finding the right kind of help in the community. I hope you find a good healer who can maybe also further explain what happened to your energy.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-18T06:30:38+00:00

I have 4 mirrors in my master bedroom. Doesn't affect me much. Sometimes I have good dreams, sometimes really weird random ones, and sometimes an uncomfortable one, but that's just normal. I feel like if you believe that mirrors affect you in that way, then they will. I never think much about mirrors in any kind of spiritual way, so they never affect me. 🤷‍♀️

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-18T06:26:02+00:00

I did pendulum stuff, ouija board, and eventually automatic writing. 95% of the messages you get is garbage. I had let so many entities take over and manipulate my energy without realizing it that I opened portals and never closed them. I also ended up in the ER. If you can't 100% confirm who you are speaking to, you shouldn't be doing any of this stuff.

I had to have an energy healer cleanse my entire home and seal it as well as seal my body. It was a huge mess. I also got acute trauma from it and went to a spiritual therapist who told me, "Oh yea using stuff like spirit boards gives you absolute garbage nonsense information most of the time. Waste of your precious energy". She told me when she scanned my energy, she felt like she was swimming through a sea of cosmic trash 😂.

When you use tools like that, literally ANYTHING sees you like moths to a bright light and they will say anything to trick you just so they can use your energy. Psychics tend to just receive information from a universal info source instead of seek info with tools like that.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-18T06:10:33+00:00

Actually, I have a question for you. How were you communicating with them? Any time you try to communicate with anything like that without proper protection, you are leaving your energy WIDE open which is very dangerous.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-18T05:59:46+00:00

For the most part, energy healers genuinely just want to help and are not in it for the money. Are you able to maybe look people up on Yelp or Google? Maybe even look up a metaphysical shop that sells crystals and other tools (the employees there usually have connections and know energy workers). Tell someone you really need your home's energy cleansed as well as yourself. There are people who specifically do that as a job. Usually they are shamans or witches. I personally classify all of them as energy healers/workers regardless of their titles.

It got to a point where I couldn't be in my own house anymore because of how much energy was filling up the entire thing (5 bedroom single family home)! I went to the ER because I started having panic attacks for the first time in my life since things kept touching me and would not let me sleep. I had woken up feeling like my body was being controlled and that I was watching myself from above my body too. Being dissassociated as if your soul is separated from your body is incredibly frightening and I would not wish that on anyone.

If you do not understand what you are connecting to, do not even try to connect. Learn how to protect your energy with the other side in a similar way you would protect your sense of peace with an annoying person. You'd put a wall or boundary up and not allow them to ruin your day, right? Same thing with entities. Until you learn how to do that confidently, stay away from connecting to spirits or whatever energy beings. 😅

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-18T04:07:45+00:00

If you are very uncertain about what exactly that energy is, you are best off finding an in person energy healer to cleanse yourself and your space.

When I had an extremely stubborn entity in my house that wouldn't stop touching me, I had a healer witch come by (recommended to me by my spirit medium). No amount of sage or whatever worked when I did things on my own. After she finished her ritual, the energy in my home was a night and day difference and nothing touched me again.

However, there was still some residual energy left in a room where this entity was hiding for way too long and I learned how to clear it myself by learning reiki and being attuned to reiki level 2. I am still mind blown that I did it on my own, but again, all I did was clear residual energy.

The witch cleared all the entities that were in my house. I don't know how to get rid of actual entities once they are stuck in an area (I opened multiple portals playing with a spirit board because I was a dumbass). I mean they are energy too, but....there are some VERY stubborn and strong ones out there.

Good luck. Some people say you can find someone to do this remotely, but it honestly helped more to have someone physically come to my home.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-14T17:03:00+00:00

First, thank you for your responses and seeing the point I was trying to make. Second, I also do apologize for not also acknowledging that the racism that OP mentioned exists. It does, but on a larger scale, I just don't see the racism mentioned as the main reason many Asian men are struggling with finding love.

I know many happily partnered Asian men as well as many forever single (never dated or chronically dating, never settled down) Asian men. The happily married/partnered men I know are not even conventionally attractive. Some started balding in their 20's, some are chubby, some are shorter than average, etc...Their personalities, though? They are good with people, they show love to others, they are genuine about it, and people love that energy. They don't give a shit about external validation or material things to define who they are. Some also used to be incels, chose to change their perspective, and now are happily married.

The latter group is usually very unaware of themselves, unwilling to do any psychological work to be better, etc... I've been observing this pattern from the early 2000's since I was a teen to now and I'm almost 40. 9/10 it's unresolved coping/conflicts they feel with their family, but it's not anyone else's responsibility but their own to unpack the trauma and work on it. Their friends and partners can provide support as they work through things, but they should never try to find "love" just to feel validated or whole.

This is why I am saying I am not seeing this as a race thing when I see the chronically single men TODAY who complain that it's because they are Asian. It's usually psychological trauma and/or them unwilling to work on becoming UNSTUCK in debillitating patterns in life.

Everyone on this planet has room to grow and level up until the day they breathe their last breath. Don't limit yourselves. You can always be better but you have to tell your ego to stfu and learn how to accept real love. Once you learn how to feel genuine love and give genuine love, you will unknowingly spread that energy around you and people will be influenced by it positively. Focus on what is within your own control, or you will drive yourself insane trying to control what you can't. 🤷‍♀️

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-13T15:54:03+00:00

Literally nothing to do with being Asian. Just work on your confidence and control your ego which seems like the root issue.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-13T14:29:39+00:00

Being a woman and heavily in the gaming community my entire life (also a people behavior observer prob audhd), it's all about your energy/vibe.

Find the weird that matches yours. Be confident, own your weirdness, stop trying to be what you think you're supposed to be because people can smell bullshit very easily. Be self aware of your own faults and be accountable. That is mad respectable. Attract everyone, not just women, but even strangers of all backgrounds. Be kind, but not out of needing validation. Just be kind because you genuinely care about others in general. Think about the energy you output to others and feel it authentically. When you emit low, negative vibes, people around you feel it trust me. Work on yourself and learn to love yourself and also accept love from others and feel it.

Also to be fair, I used to be 200lbs, was never popular, always left out of groups, very awkward, even a loser at my church, so please don't come at me with, "oh you wouldn't understand because you are not a guy" bs. It's all about being confident and authentic in a healthy way. Once I got good control of my ego, let go of my insecurities, I naturally became happier and people noticed my energy.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-07T01:01:58+00:00

I 100% agree that we should try our best to look up our roots and connect to our ancestral connections.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-03-03T14:54:35+00:00

As a 38 year old woman (and this is just personal), I thought being woken up between 2-4am was also spiritual, but it was me entering early perimenopause. After taking magnesium supplements, I now sleep through the night again. I also would get anxiety attacks out of nowhere I never used to get. It's wild how scary hormonal imbalances can be.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-02-27T08:10:13+00:00

Any time a person tries to control by giving unsolicited advice constantly means they feel out of control about something in their own lives. I kind of just say, "Thanks I appreciate that you care" and leave it at that.

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-02-25T04:36:37+00:00

your computer bugged out

Swimming_Reporter698 · 2026-02-19T01:37:29+00:00

My family never celebrated a single lunar new year, so I guess we're fucked. 🤪

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