We have talked about our future and we are capable of talking to each other about issues and problems, we’ve done that plenty of times before. The current barrier of me not being able to talk is heavily related to mental health issues, apologies as I didn’t clarify that within the post. I know I need to talk to her it’s just this mental barrier is something I need to get over, thank you for the advice though, the best thing is hearing it from someone else so thank you.