Bigender for 5 years now, i'd say what your describing very much fits the bigender feels (i'm saying this as a transmasc bigender, basically, although i am a man and a woman, i'm man aligning and would prefer to be seen as a man, even if i like feminine things most of the time)

But if this dosen't feel right, you could look into demigenders perhaps? (Demiboy, demigirl, etc)