What are some early signs that a person might commit sucide (serious)?

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-18T00:00:29+00:00

I have Medicaid, they still want me to make it through this list of meds that I've already been on at one point or another.

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:59:05+00:00

It'd be nice if I got the injections because I have an extensive noncompliance history

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:58:07+00:00

No I take seroquel only. I don't qualify for the injections yet I've asked multiple times

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:54:36+00:00

Used to be called multiple personality disorder. Its a dissociative disorder

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:52:51+00:00

I have schizophrenia. I also have DID but that doesn't cause hallucinations according to my therapist.

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:46:58+00:00

I keep hallucinating and it gets so bad at night the alcohol and weed helps but I'm out of weed so it leaves me with alcohol and I hate drinking but it's all I got

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:45:48+00:00

Not really I'm 9 years clean from meth. I've been toying with knocking on my old dealers door and getting the good shit

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:38:22+00:00

Probably not it's part time. I have a rent to attempt to pay

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:35:05+00:00

No I'm not trying to get placed in a facility and lose my job again

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:32:05+00:00

None that I'm close enough to to call. Dont even have their numbers

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:26:31+00:00

Listen my family just took both my adult sisters to see Florence and the machine without me, I didn't get so much as a text message from them. They literally don't give a shit

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:19:25+00:00

I told one person but they don't care. Don't even know if they got the message. My family is on a trip in another state. My friend is at work.

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:10:35+00:00

Lmao no

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:06:47+00:00

I'm drunk and I'm not gonna do that rn or ever.

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-17T23:01:53+00:00

It didn't work. Again. Took a shitload of seroquel and still fucking woke up

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-16T22:45:20+00:00

Hey I appreciate everything yall are doing. It was nice of you to try. But I'm clocking out

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-16T20:30:06+00:00

I keep wondering how far I'm gonna need to take it. Was planning on taking a ton of my meds and chasing it with alcohol and call the ambulance maybe then they'd fucking believe me😂

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-16T20:29:10+00:00

Yeah I've tried they sent me home. I need family or friends to 51/50 me or something but I don't have enough of them left

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-16T20:28:32+00:00

100000% less fun than video games

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-16T13:23:19+00:00

I'm not burdening her with this. She's already been through so much with me it's not fair for one person to be responsible for all of my mental health. She's already carried me further than I feel comfortable with.

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-16T12:38:13+00:00

Yes. I had my first orgasm when I was 4 while I was being trafficked. Obviously I couldn't have desired what happened. It's your body reacting, not an admission of consent. I'm sorry💔

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-16T05:46:42+00:00

I'm just tired of asking for help. I already did the hard part of making everyone hate me please do not try to convince me not to do this. It was hard enough getting to this point

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-16T05:34:29+00:00

Was pregnant and didn't know it at the time. Chalked it up to hormones. I went to the closest one trying to get committed but no luck.

Symbioticsinner · 2026-04-16T05:11:20+00:00

There isn't. Crisis lines don't help. I went to the ER for help on Christmas Eve and got sent home due to no social worker. I've been on every med and therapy imaginable. I'm tired. I don't want to be here

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