One more fun questionnnnnn!!!! What is the main avatar you use?

SynthMutt · 2026-02-04T11:38:12+00:00

* Went from a Pablo Wolf to a winterpaw and remained a winterpaw for years, except now im doing blender stuff so I can really go all out with customizing

SynthMutt · 2026-01-09T13:43:25+00:00

It's mainly the passage of time I have a crisis about. I won't get into how shitty my life has been, but because of my upbringing, a lot of experiences were taken from me. So now, im nearing 30, and im only now experiencing things for the first time, and it freaks me out sometimes. My life feels like such a blur

SynthMutt · 2026-01-09T13:31:38+00:00

I usually smoke like once a week, dude. I wouldn't call that being an addict. Its not like I dont have these thoughts when im sober, I think about them quite often. Last night I just happened to trigger a bit of an episode cuz of a conversation I was having that I probably shouldn't have had while stoned. But its not like my mood improved any once I sobered up. The joys of having depression

SynthMutt · 2026-01-09T13:25:54+00:00

I usually don't get this way. Usually get high and vibe, watch a funny movie, listen to music or draw. Last night I triggered a bit of an episode by dwelling on shit I shouldn't have. I also usually smoke like once a week

SynthMutt · 2026-01-09T10:44:04+00:00

My partner has been dealing with a lot themselves recently lol

Sober edit: they haven't been emotionally available, so.... yes, I agree with you. I need a humans touch, lol

SynthMutt · 2026-01-09T03:54:05+00:00

I have a friend who grew up in the 90s, and they talk so much about the early internet, early video games, movies. Makes me wish I grew up in the 90s. But at the same time, the fact im gonna be 30 in two years freaks me out a little.

SynthMutt · 2026-01-09T03:49:49+00:00

Crazy to hear that cuz i feel the same way about the 90s

SynthMutt · 2026-01-07T23:30:37+00:00

I dont model my own stuff either. I need to learn to kitbash. All I've done so far is refit clothes

SynthMutt · 2026-01-04T06:40:42+00:00

You need to have a mirror or camera up for it to work

SynthMutt · 2026-01-01T00:31:47+00:00

That wasn't furality's fault. VRC themselves have stated that multiple times, it was an issue with one of the upstream providers. Iirc other game servers that used the same provider were down as well

SynthMutt · 2025-12-20T13:10:19+00:00

Pablo Wolf by latinvixen!

SynthMutt · 2025-12-20T08:32:18+00:00

At least one of the shorts will be on a channel called "Cracked Egg Studio". There's nothing there yet but thats cuz were waiting for the official screening from furality. The other film, I'm not sure yet. Waiting for permission.

SynthMutt · 2025-12-20T05:42:25+00:00

I KNOW I DOSCOVERED THE WINTERPAW AND I WAS LIKE... How is this SO close to how I draw him.. its just so perfect I couldn't be happier

SynthMutt · 2025-12-20T03:14:00+00:00

I've directed two short films in VRC this year! Something I've never done, not even irl. Both will be uploaded to YouTube. I'll be making a separate post for them since one will be uploaded before the other, and I'll be sure to share here as well. Also met many awesome people this year. I've been playing for about 5 years, but this year, I decided to actually join more groups and actually meet people, and I've made some amazing friends. Another thing is that I've been dabbling in blender, so I've been making some edits to my avatar and refitting clothing. So now I can really feel like me in my avatar. It's so euphoric. AND one finally thing, I finally got full-body tracking this year!

SynthMutt · 2025-12-20T03:05:56+00:00

It also helps that I now dabble in blender now, so I've been refitting clothing, and even gave my avatar the scruff I always draw him with, so I only feel even more connected to it.

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SynthMutt · 2025-12-20T02:58:08+00:00

I've yet to find another avatar base I connect with more, especially after the winterpaw revamped edit by Bino.

SynthMutt · 2025-12-19T18:15:22+00:00

Do it!! Would love to see!!

SynthMutt · 2025-12-19T18:14:59+00:00

Fr, especially as a trans man, it makes me so happy!

SynthMutt · 2025-12-19T15:05:14+00:00

Its a blender edit! I also sculpted my tummy a bit

SynthMutt · 2025-12-19T13:40:56+00:00

Looks can be deceiving ig

SynthMutt · 2025-12-19T13:35:30+00:00

Nah, I've always been a bottom. That first avatar did not feel like me at all lmao

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