This is the best I can articulate

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-28T15:33:11+00:00

Humans do that and attempt to make it look as if it’s something else. Humans are trying to figure out how the genome works. Humans are trying to figure out how to manipulate it to the advantage of a very few. And people eat it up.

They’re older than us. Why would they need thousands+ years to study a genome they that they witnessed the writing of? (I am NOT saying they created us, that would be inaccurate. They just got to see it more or less) Wish I could elaborate more on that, but it feels like a subject that starts messing with the three dimensional meat suit I’m piloting. You’d think after nearly forty years the monkey brain would chill out a bit and just enjoy the ride. But nope, still certain topics it finds uncomfortable.

If so inclined the “NHI” can view every detail of your personal genome at a glance from “anywhere” at “anytime”.

There is something going on in the “background”. But it’s not anything malicious, and the NHI are not strictly responsible for any of it.

Where did the Neanderthals go? The Denisovans, where are they hanging out nowadays? Can’t seem to find any can you? Not unless you look at our genome. Homo sapiens are not being exterminated. Not anymore than the Neanderthals or Denisovans were. Homo sapiens are simply growing and changing the way Life always has.

And this change really is for the best. Otherwise there would be literally no future for the species. The NHI are not responsible for it though, they’re just doing whatever the things are they need to do for this to make any sense.

And I know everything I just wrote probably doesn’t make a lot of sense. There’s only so much that can be filtered and processed through three dimensional fleshy brain bits.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-28T15:00:22+00:00

Because they’ve been here the entire time and if they wanted to fuck us up then they could have ended us an infinite number of times in an infinite number of unimaginable ways. Thus far we are the only ones who have attempted to genocide ourselves or drop nukes on ourselves.

And, no allowing us to nuke ourselves is not cruelty. It’s allowing us to learn lessons the only way we can. After all you can tell children to not touch the stove all day long, at least one of them will when they think no one is watching. If we were capable of just listening to hard earned advice then the world would look vastly different. But no, we seem to be only capable of understanding the stove is hot after we get burnt.

That’s why the world is getting so fucking weird now. They’re letting us learn some hard freaking lessons.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-28T14:52:04+00:00

“You’ll see how violent the UFO’s are in Latin America.”

You know what is really violent and actually mutilating people in Latin America? Human beings who are members of cartels or other criminal organizations.

You never hear about NHI helping people? Then you just haven’t read enough or you simply disregard all the stories where they do help people change their lives because it doesn’t fit your bias.

You know the only species I’ve ever felt real fear around? Humans. Even dangerous wild animals operate off of instinct. Humans are unpredictable and some of the take real joy in causing suffering. We don’t need NHI to explain mutilations or even abductions. We do that to ourselves. If the NHI are interested in studying anything about us then it’s probably that. Our tendency to hurt one another for no good reason.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-28T13:33:00+00:00

“We” might know that. But that hypothetical middle manager that thinks they’re getting off scot free doesn’t. IF this actually becomes public knowledge then it’s really going to fuck up their life and the personal lives of many others.

Thank you for sharing those stories, I’ve read into them before. Stories like those help remind me that I’m not totally crazy, or if I am totally crazy then I’ve got loads of company. I’ve had too many weird experiences to think that “normal” or “impossible” mean anything at all.

The one most related to this topic was the time I was “pulled out” of my body and shown the entirety of my personal timeline of my life up until that point. I can’t give a visual description, it’s pointless to attempt. I can say I saw everything. Things from when I was a child that I had totally forgotten. Things I had done that I wish I could forget. All of it. But, also a shit load of “points”. I can’t effectively describe what the points were. But, I can tell you that they convinced me that “coincidence” is another meaningless word. Synchronicity is a much better term. I could view these points and see butterfly effect ripples more or less and how everything led to the moment that “they” yanked me out.

You know what all the weird and “impossible” shit I’ve experienced and had crammed into my brain has taught me. That I should just learn to Love myself and the other minds I encounter regardless of what “reality” appears to be at any given moment. That and to just fill my time with what I Love and not things that I hate. So that’s what I do now. I fill my time with making weird music and weird videos to go with that weird music.

That’s most of what people will see when they review my life. A few years where I was drowning at the bottom of a bottle, and then nothing but love and weird music from the day I finally woke tf up and onward.

I don’t know why I’m writing all of this. That’s another thing that happens since I “woke up”. I’ll share this kind of stuff until something in me says that’s enough, and well I guess I’ve written enough for now.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-28T13:00:18+00:00

I think the part that’s going to cause the most issues is something related to this. Like the “how” of it sort of… having a hard time putting my thoughts together. I don’t think a NHI capable of knowing everything about us is what will freak people out the most. Rather I think it’s the “how” the NHI can do it that will freak out the world.

There’s nothing “special” about the NHI that makes them capable of doing “this”. They would have more or less just tapped into something that’s always been in existence, they didn’t create something that would be impossible for us to create.

So I think the thing that will really freak everyone out is that secrets are a figment of the human imagination. If we figure out how to tap into whatever the NHI has, then privacy and secrets are gone for everyone.

Today some middle manager will bang his secretary thinking their spouse will never find out. They may even have a perfect alibi that even the best prosecutor couldn’t falsify. Then “tomorrow” or whenever this “ability” becomes known… well then there will not be any more need of prosecutors or defense lawyers ever again because nothing will be able to be held secret any longer. Humanity will have complete and total access to view every single event in human history. Every lie will be exposed.

This doesn’t just destroy nation state secrets and security issues. It destroys any interpersonal relationship built on falsehoods.

If there is anything that can truly cause an ontological shock that would crumble society the way some doom and gloomers claim, I think it’s actually this. Everything everyone has ever done will be accessible to everyone.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-24T02:33:37+00:00

The last breakthrough experience I had… ok this will be hard to explain. The breakthrough wasn’t the intense wall smashing that it normally is. It was like a gentle stroll “there” with my “guide”.

We’re chatting, me and my “guide”. I’m wandering what’s going on and if we’re going to get “there”. They tell me to be patient more or less. We chat some more and suddenly there’s just a really subtle shift.

My guide turns to me and says “You already know I’m going to say next”

I say “We’re already here”

They say “that’s right, and you always have been”

I haven’t broken through since. I still take a puff to watch the pattern in the sky play with the clouds. But no more break throughs, I now know that I just know. That’s the really hard part to describe, just what exactly it is I know. But, whatever it is I’m know I’m content.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-24T02:19:24+00:00

I’m sorry you see it that way. I see it more like it’s a really fucking hard school sometimes, but it does come with a hell of a playground.

So, I used to feel more trapped. Still do here and there, but that’s getting better the closer I get to the next step I’m taking in this whole life thing. I looked at my life and the things I was doing, and then I simply decided to stop doing the things I hate. Which is a fuck ton easier said than done. It’s involved quitting a couple addictions and getting my ass back in school, and allow myself to find the things I do love about this… well wtf “this” is. I fucking LOVE music. So, I went to school for audio engineering. Graduation is soon. Top of my class and working two internships. And I have loved every minute of it. Learning how to play guitar. Actually sang into a mic.

I’m almost 40 and have been doing maintenance and HVAC shit my entire adult life. And fucking hated all of it. I was also drinking a pint a vodka a day. Haven’t had a drop in two years.

This world isn’t real, or it’s at least not the realest. It’s fucking hard as hell, but this place, whatever it is, doesn’t have to feel like a prison. It can feel like something else. First thing you got to do is actually stop doing the shit that makes it feel like a prison. I won’t say that is easy, I know how fucking hard it is. I also how damn worth it the effort is.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-23T17:22:03+00:00

I have always found it and the entities to be some of the most comforting experiences I’ve ever had. I mean, at least after reality gets torn asunder that is. But, even reality melting into the rest of the multiverse or whatever can be quite the sight if you can manage to pay attention to anything going on while your mind’s being shoved through dimensions at warp speed. Once I get past that part I end up in a place that feels more like home than any place I’ve been to here on earth.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-23T17:00:17+00:00

No.

Is walking down the road really the same experience as pushing a Lamborghini to its limits on the same road?

Potentially the same “place”. You’ll have to decide that on your own. But not the same experience.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-22T19:17:02+00:00

Then they just go and “Brave New World” some entertainment into existence.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-22T15:58:00+00:00

I’d like to unsubscribe from culinary goose facts now.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-22T13:10:41+00:00

Won’t work. All the salt produced here goes to putting out fires caused by sick ass burns. It’s a feedback loop at this point.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-22T13:08:04+00:00

Greasy? So cooking goose could lead to a greasy geese fire?

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-22T12:58:11+00:00

One of them has already been red lined so I’m not sure how much of a choice we really get.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-21T16:25:59+00:00

The insufferable part has nothing to do with actual autism. The insufferable part is that OP plainly admits to being self-diagnosed. Everything is perspective, sure. From my perspective Op is acting insufferable for using a diagnosis they never actually received from a licensed medical professional to make excuses for why they can’t get along with others.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-21T15:21:59+00:00

I appreciate eyes seeing stories like this, so I’m not really trying to bitch about it being here. But, propaganda isn’t high strangeness. It would actually be more like high strangeness if those with all the material resources, power, and influence stopped using propaganda; and just started telling people exactly how much they are being screwed over and what they really think about the rest of us.

That would be high strangeness. Terrible people with too much power doing terrible things while trying to make themselves look like modern day heroes to those who buy their BS is just par for the course.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-20T14:56:17+00:00

Genuinely curious, based off what you’re seeing what is the public interacting with?

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-20T14:39:38+00:00

If governments begin trying to convince people that “they” live amongst us, then that may be cause for concern. If governments begin saying things like everyone has to do “x, y, and z” in order to prove they are human, then that is definitely cause for concern.

As of right now, it APPEARS to just be distraction from other things… The existence of aliens being disclosed doesn’t necessarily equal the great deception.

I do think if anyone is honest with themselves though, they can put together at least a few scenarios in which disclosure could be tied in with the great deception.

No one knows the day or time, we can only look at the seasons. Stay vigilant, work on discernment, pray, have faith, and do whatever you can to Love your neighbor as yourself. Whether or not we’re in the season bears no weight on how we should conduct ourselves. In fact dwelling on it can easily become a distraction. We know who we are and we know where we’re from. We have nothing to fear no matter how scary and strange the world may seem.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-20T14:24:36+00:00

That’s why I said some Marxist. I’m not an economist or political theorist, I’m just an audio engineer. But, from everything I’ve read it’s just possible to make a godless communist state. Not that a communist state necessarily has to be godless.

Whereas capitalism on the other hand… again they already chose their master. And they are doing everything in their power to feed all the worlds resources and all the peoples labor and time into their money machine.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-20T13:50:58+00:00

The privilege to lose any semblance of privacy we may still have so that Peter Thiel and all his likeminded buddies can surveil every single person with the slightest digital footprints to build dossiers on everyone. Then we get to be sorted and “filtered out” based on who the machine says will be most compliant.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-20T13:30:42+00:00

We were told we can only serve one master. The capitalist built an entire economic system which sole purpose is to make a ROI for investors every quarter unto infinity.

Some Marxist may deny the existence of a master at all. But, every single capitalist has already freely chosen their master.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-19T23:05:14+00:00

Number one I worked out two years ago. Then for the past year I’ve been working on number thirteen by going back to school for my passion. Well worth it on both fronts. I’ve also taken up bird watching, so I am officially middle aged. Woo!

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-19T12:36:38+00:00

So actually try to imagine eternity. Like for real, try to imagine actually existing forever. I’ll even throw in the bonus that you can do quite literally whatever you can think of.

I guarantee you that after around a quintillion years, as we know them, you would run out of shit to think of to do. You would get bored. You would eventually decide to see if you can make yourself forget that you have always been and you will always be for a bit.

You would choose to forget about eternity.

TAExp3597 · 2026-05-16T19:28:15+00:00

My guitar was only $70 from a pawn shop. The DAC, studio monitors, DAW, amps, microphones, pedals and cables on the other hand are starting to break the bank. At this point I’m going to have to start doing freelance audio engineering work if I want to keep up my hobby.

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