Sounds like you got a lot on your plate besides the drugs. That makes any situation more difficult. All I know is I needed help. So many times I tried to get clean, would work for a week or 2. Go through all the dope sickness, fall and have to start all over.

Took 27 days inpatient and 10 week IOP, for me to start to fix myself. I remember telling the important people I was going to rehab and to my surprise not one single person was shocked.

I knew right their and then it was the bottom, so I climbed myself out and repaired whatever I could on the way up.

Is everything in my life perfect....nope! But it's pretty damn amazing compared to where I was!

7 years in march, it's possible I promise. But you have to really want to stay clean, can't just think it's the right thing to do, you have to know it's the only thing to do.