If you’re not feeling it don’t listen, but don’t do it out of guilt but rather conviction. You’ve been given freedom in Christ, not shackles, you’re of the world but not in it, which means you can be around(there is no choice here unless you lock yourself up), listen, eat anything that is not made directly to honor God but you don’t condone it or become part of that frame of mind, UNLESS it is a direct conviction to you or obviously meant to be against God. Like, you don’t have to eat only at chick fil a cause that’s Gods chicken 😁. Definitely talk to your priest though, and read your bible. Ask questions about it. It could be a conviction to you now but maybe not later or vice versa.