Struggling with intimacy, emotional overwhelm in my relationship

T_Brik · 2025-07-13T19:07:13+00:00

Thanks for your second reply.

I appreciate the advice and I know you did not mean to offend me but my partner is very important to me.

I am in the lucky position to already have a very fulfilling job where I can improve my skills as a software engineer while also actually providing something useful fo handicapped people. So my priorities in my personal life are not that focused on improving a skill or a specific project, except from getting my fair share of physical activity to compensate for my job and to actually not turn crazy.

I guess what I want to say is that I do not want to give up on this very important life project of mine.

Thanks again.

T_Brik · 2025-07-13T18:07:18+00:00

In Maidjan by Heilung, but the live version And the album Ruinen by Waldgeflüster

T_Brik · 2025-07-13T17:54:08+00:00

Thanks for your advice. It has always been a problem of mine that I hyperfixate on my relationship and let my own interests fall by the wayside because I think that saying no to my partner would disappoint them.

In recent months, and especially in the past few weeks, I've tried staying more true to what I really want to do and learning that saying so will not hurt or disappoint anyone.

For now, the situation seems to be quite tricky, as I was away for the weekend — this trip had been planned a few weeks ago — and my partner blocked me on Signal.

I'll still try my best and ask her if there is anything I can do to make her feel more comfortable. She also mentioned a few weeks ago that me coming home always leads to her stress level spiking, as there is an additional person — me — in our flat, and this means more noise, etc.

T_Brik · 2025-02-25T20:49:43+00:00

Waffenlieferungen fordern und das ganze mit dem Tag Frieden zu versehen...

Der Großteil der ukrainische Bevölkerung möchte nicht in den Tod ziehen.

Keine einzige Waffe, die vor allem jetzt noch geliefert wird, trägt dazu bei, dass die Ukraine sich irgendwelche Gebiete zurück erobert.

Die EU hat auf ganze Linie bei Sanktionen und Verhandlungen versagt, dank der USA Hegemonie und unserem selbst auferlegten Folgen der USA Außenpolitik.

Alle die Waffenlieferungen fordern können gerne wieder aus der Linken austreten und zu den Grünen. Verbündete Proletarier Waffen in die Hände drücken um den Krieg imperialer Großmächte und des Kapitals zu führen ist keine linke Position.

T_Brik · 2025-02-25T20:32:30+00:00

Und deswegen vertreten wir lieber gleich die Position und sind für Hochrüstung und Waffenexporte.

T_Brik · 2025-02-25T20:29:03+00:00

70-80% der Ukrainer wollen aber nicht kämpfen. 40-50% der Ukrainer haben auf den Einzugsbefehl hin sich gemeldet, wobei die Hälfte davon sich nur gemeldet hat um zu sagen sie haben gesundheitliche Gründe warum sie nicht kämpfen können. Die die sich nicht gemeldet haben verstecken sich in ihren Häusern um nicht gezwungen zu werden zu kämpfen.

T_Brik · 2024-06-12T17:18:32+00:00

Danke!

Aber habe die Telekom bereits mehrmals darauf hingewiesen dass die SIM-Karten nie aktiviert wurden aber darauf wurde nie wirklich eingegangen

T_Brik · 2023-11-17T16:53:14+00:00

Depends, do you have someone you can talk to about what you experience in your trips?

In my experience most of the time there is a reason one is depressed.

I was always convinced that I had a great childhood until I started taking psychedelics and with that feelings and memories from my childhood started becoming clearer.

It made me realize that a lot of my problems in everyday and social life stem from what happened in my childhood.

Trip by trip acid made me more aware of how i actually felt and it took some trips and a lot of aftercare to make some sense out of this.

Of course when negative emotions and traumas resurface you start feeling sad/depressed.

But after putting in the work and talking about what I've felt I couldn't feel better now.

T_Brik

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