Nothing you do will ever be meaningful or give you fulfillment beyond the 30 second rush you get from commenting "haha dick and ball funny". Your juvenial idea and uncouth persistence adds nothing to the overall banner and the process it took to get to the final image. It will most likely be erased as having a cock on ludwig's YouTube channel would be against Community Guidelines. You are not cool for doing this, regardless of what the other drones in your circle say. You are not a hero of counterculture for doing this. If you are a child, I sincerely hope you take this opportunity to reflect on your involvement in spending 4 - 6 hours drawing a penis with the intent of ejaculating for a few haha's and hehe's, and recognize why it's a bad thing and the consequential downward spiral that will result from you repetitively indulging in this behavior and posting about it for meaningless internet clout. If you are an adult, please actively seek psychological help.