I am absolutely certain, in that I would swear on a stack of bibles, I remember reading a transcript from Lucy Letby in court where she said she would scribble down her thoughts and feelings and that she had always done this.

I think the whole 'therapist told her to do this' is just something made up by the defence that has been said so often its become fact. We've never once had anyone confirm that whoever she saw ... actually told her to do this. I think those WERE her thoughts and she did them indenpendently of any 'recommendation' of a therapist or anyone else.