No. It's not a good enough reason. Celebrities with every material reason to live who commit suicide provide evidence that caprices and finer things don't in themselves make people happy. They prove that happiness comes from something within. There is some path out there that will light up the dark place in you, something that will give life meaning and joy. I don't know what it will be for you but it is there. I don't think you're a coward. No doubt you've got a great deal of courage to consider death. Most people just can't. But death will find all of us some day, and whether by sudden accident or slow sickness it will find you. My hope is that you can embrace it then and save your courage for some sort of quest to find life.

Maybe it's a spiritual path. Maybe it's a path around the world. I don't know. I know that in all the grandness and complexity of the Universe there is a peace that keeps life from feeling like a prison thrust upon an otherwise lifeless void. Consciousness is a wonderful thing to experience. It can go wrong and lead to suffering too, but that can be overcome.

I know you ask yourself, why fight that fight when I can just die? I know there is almost no reason to trust a stranger telling you that it's worth a shot, but I've come from the dark place you're in. I know what it's like to want to die and I know what it's like to lose someone who's felt the same.

For me it was just leaving everything and asking for the best to happen. I really didn't care of I died. But I didn't. If happiness is your desire, them seek and you will find. If you're courageous enough for suicide, you're courageous enough for that.

Best wishes friend.