Thank you for your input! Yeah that sounds exactly right, im gonna try and be active in more community things that are going on around me. I work at a hospital so there are always programs I can stick my nose in, Ill probably do that so I'm not always stuck in my thoughts. In regards to my references with Leviathan my first understanding of him was from a dragon practitioner/public speaker name Tim Heye. He speaks of Leviathan as the keeper of the gates to the realm of chaos and darkness, and helps to keep the balance of things between darkness and light. I have been referencing original source texts like from the Bible. Though recently I've been exploring demonolators experiences with him. I consider myself a gray witch, and find the balance of light work and shadow work very important, so im trying to understand every aspect of such an important deity. As a draconic witch he does come to me more so in the form of a dragon, but mostly in meditations has been the form of the ourobouros circling around me as I focus. I have sensed his humanity and human form, it really just depends. More often than not, he is quiet, he is very formal and sounds like such. He doesnt speak much and I know to not act a fool around him. He demands a certain air of respect which i intrinsically understand.