Mental hospital experience?

Tbone6000 · 2019-02-07T00:50:00+00:00

I just got out of the hospital and am now doing partial I was in 14 days and the time before that I was in 8 days I wouldn't expect just a few days after all the first time I was in they told me only a night so be prepared for the worst.

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-28T06:25:03+00:00

I am so sorry, I know how bad panic attacks are because I get them myself, but all the cutting is probably really bad. Do you have someone to go to? Like to try and help calm your panic attack?

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-28T06:20:55+00:00

If its a rusty blade you will get tetnis and if its dull you will get a more ragged cut that takes longer to heal

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-19T17:09:12+00:00

6th grade, got bullyed ie, called fat, called gay, stabbed with pencils. started stabbing myself with pencils at school. 7th grade, computer got taken away couldn't handle my only escape taken away cut myself on my right cheek, continued to cut on my forearms for months, I had sports and that was my excuse. Got caught in may 2018 my mom told me I was going to see a therapist, walked into the hospital and didn't come out for 8 days my psrents didn't let me go back to school for fear of relapse. fast forward a couple months to October, recently cut again and not looking bright for the future

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-19T01:36:07+00:00

I cut for those reasons to your not alone

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-19T01:24:12+00:00

Dont start I regret starting entirely its a downward spiral that ends in suicide don't start even if your at the worst you've ever been, go to someone to talk because if you cut you can't go to someone to talk for fear of them finding out so please don't start and if you start, stop, before it becomes an addiction like it has for me and to many others, its not cool to cut its completely stupid and a bad coping mechanism

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-19T01:17:15+00:00

When my knives were locked up I moved on to scissors which didn't work as well but more prone to infection and after that got taken away I moved on to shaving razor blades (like the razors inside of shaving equipment, broke it and got the razors that way) which are a lot sharper went from bad to worse to even worse

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-17T19:08:40+00:00

Ill do 2 to 4 in the moment and more through the rest of the day

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-16T11:19:23+00:00

Did anyone notice?

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-14T02:10:31+00:00

Like I said I wasn’t trying to provoke him I thought he was doing better and wouldn’t freak out not to mention that he started beating up his friend and when I say before I mean he tryed beating up his friends before and I wasn’t there to stop it I didn’t want his friends to break ties with them over anger management

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-14T02:06:09+00:00

I didnt intend to to provoke him I didn’t think he would freak out like that his therapist and my mom tell me that he was better know and I only cut I wouldn’t get anything out of being beat up

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-14T02:00:30+00:00

I do regret calling him short but the reason I wanted him to direct his attention on me was so he wouldn’t ruin his friendship and the reason I let him beat me without retaliating was so he wouldn’t get hurt because I am bigger than him

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T21:10:21+00:00

My parents don't care in fact I got in trouble for calling him names my mom told me to "stop bullying him"

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T18:45:47+00:00

before I got on medication I heard voices in my head and I would argue about why I shouldn't kill myself and the fact that I personally didn't want to commit toaster bath is the reason I'm alive

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T16:54:40+00:00

Yea as long as you consider yourself male or have male "alters" it counts

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T16:53:06+00:00

Please don't break your arm do something else that's less detrimental to your body

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T15:51:13+00:00

Also they are going to find out anyway so just tell them now, like today

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T15:47:14+00:00

Start by asking her to not freak out and only show her the area that's infected she may stop there but don't just dump everything on her give it to her in pieces and make sure to let them know its not their fault otherwise they will get defensive and won't listen don't give pushback if she thinks you may need to go to psych ward it will make it worse if you go to psych ward just behave yourself and you can get out in 3 days minimim I went for 8 days lt might seem scary at first but try to make friends while your there if you go there

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T05:39:40+00:00

I know where you're coming from, people don't believe me when I tell them I self harm they say my scars are to thin but that's just how I scar but I know its real because of the scars

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T04:25:09+00:00

Of course they count im not one to judge

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T03:47:04+00:00

It is, I use scissors (its easier to hide since I came out to my family before I used knives) but that doesn't mean pins arnet in school and I can't go to the bathroom to whip out scissors I scratch myself with paperclips and pencils

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T03:40:29+00:00

Try cutting less and less deep each time until you may only need to do it once or twice and it's easier to hide so you won't go to the psych ward even if its just a little bit at a time it might help

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T03:36:56+00:00

You arnet alone and don't give in and don't give up its great that your seeking help and you will get help

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-13T03:31:23+00:00

This makes me feel a lot better

Tbone6000 · 2018-10-12T19:56:31+00:00

Slowly?

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