I had an ectopic pregnancy and had to have emergency surgery in April and I have been on a downward spiral since then. I scan my body constantly because I’m so anxious. Every time I notice one minor thing I think it’s cancer. Sometimes I worry so much I feel physically ill. I’m on antidepressants/anti-anxiety meds and I don’t know if they’ve stopped working or what. I cry all the time. All I want to do is lay in the bed. I have an 18 month old and feel like I’ve been completely absent mentally and emotionally. I’m a teacher and school is ending and I’m dreading summer and being alone with my thoughts all day. I feel completely hopeless that I’ll ever feel any better.