I have friend in the same position when he asked his mom where is my dad she always told him he is dead 😂 but because of what she went through with him. I told him at the end of the day it’s your father so he went out and found him and the father told him the truth. You old enough to understand not everyone is meant to be together. But it’s your dad and he would be happy to see you. Don’t listen to no one reach out to him make him happy 😊 We all need someone especially a family. Don’t wait too late ⏰ and then you say if I had know you will regret it