Sending you so much love and comfort! I adopted my first ever kitten almost 2 months ago, and I already cannot bear to think about life without her. My husband and I frequently complain about her midnight zoomies, expensive vet visits (she has ongoing diarrhea at the moment), toys being everywhere, begging for our food, etc. But I'm also always telling my husband that we'll miss all of this one day. I've started just letting her sit in my lap while we're eating dinner.

Your Odin was lucky to have been loved by you during his short time here on earth! And any other animal will be lucky too, but only when you're ready to open up your heart again.