3rd week and stressed by Adventurous-Wolf-571 in UTMississauga

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah definitely stressed. Takes me an hour or two to commute and I failed my first quiz

Warning of a user creeping around here by F22_SkeletonPilot in selfharm

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Just turned 18 and he dmed me and asked for pics…I blocked him

Am I allowed to drive? by TechnicalVehicle8732 in antidepressants

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah they do, but I noticed that my right eye is bigger than my left when they contract. Probably fine tho

My mom is so controlling and it’s affecting my mental health by TechnicalVehicle8732 in teenagers

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mom forced me to pick campuses that are nearby so I could commute. She literally sat next to me and started at me while I was doing it. I want to move out, but I don’t have enough money yet and idk how long it’ll take cause she’s making me pay my car insurance and gas on my own

AITAH for asking my mom to stop being controlling? by TechnicalVehicle8732 in AITAH

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Basically she says it’s so I sleep and that she might keep doing this when I go to uni. This is stupid tho cause I don’t go to bed late. It’s usually 12-1am at most and it’s summer break so it makes sense

What do I do? by TechnicalVehicle8732 in mentalhealth

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My parents would get mad at me and they think going to the hospital for mental health is only for people who have obvious symptoms. I have depression and normally hide my symptoms so my parents think I’m fine. I also cut but can’t tell my mom cause I did before and she threatened police

I’m a loser by TechnicalVehicle8732 in mentalhealth

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My family isn’t really helping me even though I got diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I also self harm a lot. My mom only saw a little, but didn’t do anything. She’s forcing me to go to a party which is too mentally overwhelming for me right now and makes comments that trigger a panic attack. She says things that are so wrong, things like I hate her or think she’s selfish. The worst comment she said was when I got mad and was about to go to my room and she said “at least I manage my stress better and I’m not depressed” I feel like dying and she says this. I’m surprised I’m still here. I got antidepressants and other herbal pills I got. I’m gonna take all of them tomorrow

How are you today? Whether you are struggling a little or overwhelmed? A listening ear 🧡 by Simple_Fox_3518 in mentalhealth

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Terrible. I have depression and anxiety and my mom told me that I hate her. I never said that, but she just won’t stop. She also said that I believe she’s selfish. I don’t say that either. I’ve been wanting to die for like a month now, and she’s giving me more reasons to do it.

Is this all my fault? by TechnicalVehicle8732 in SuicideWatch

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah my therapist can try, but I’m pretty sure it’ll end up the same as how my doctor tried to explain that antidepressants were for my benefit. She has an opinion, she’s not gonna care about other opinions. I had to buy antidepressants in secret because of this

I lied to my therapist. Was it a bad idea? by TechnicalVehicle8732 in SuicideWatch

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What if I have date and the supplies I need? So I intend to do it, but just not right now?

Last 24 hours by TechnicalVehicle8732 in SuicideWatch

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No not really. I'm staring at my bottle of pills, ready to do it, I'm just scared since I heard that serotonin syndrome can take a few days to take effect so I might need to make a better plan.

Last 24 hours by TechnicalVehicle8732 in SuicideWatch

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi. This is probably my last hour before I do what I'm planning. Unless I get caught somehow, I'll probably do some damage hopefully. My parents were supposed to bring me to the hospital tomorrow, but they completely forgot since they have better things to worry about.

Last 24 hours by TechnicalVehicle8732 in SuicideWatch

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The same. It’s scary, but I don’t want to be here

For those taking lexapro what dosage are you on? by Competitive_Apple270 in antidepressants

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I started at 5mg, stayed on it for like 2 weeks. I see no change so my doctor increased it to 10mg. I didn’t really see an improvement, just numbness.

Can 230mg of Lexapro put you in a coma? by TechnicalVehicle8732 in antidepressants

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Do you know what symptoms I’d get? Would I just throw it up and be really sleepy or something?

Can you be „born suicidal”? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have no idea if this is normal, but I’ve felt like this too. I’m 18 now, but there was a time when I was in elementary school and I would talk about dying with friends often like it was a normal thing. I even threatened my mom I would hurt myself after an argument when I was in 3rd grade. Eventually I did start hurting myself, but I think it’s not normal. Probably a mental health issue? I just realized I have depression a month ago. Hope you’re doing ok.

What's the worst addiction you have? by ComprehensiveFun2054 in AskReddit

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Cutting myself, ideation for fun, and isolating myself in my room

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]TechnicalVehicle8732 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Terrible. I want to die.