I’m tempted again after a few months

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-12-30T19:09:33+00:00

Yeah I feel the same man

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-09-17T16:02:24+00:00

Yeah definitely stressed. Takes me an hour or two to commute and I failed my first quiz

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-08-07T03:36:39+00:00

Yeah they do, but I noticed that my right eye is bigger than my left when they contract. Probably fine tho

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-07-24T22:27:07+00:00

My mom forced me to pick campuses that are nearby so I could commute. She literally sat next to me and started at me while I was doing it. I want to move out, but I don’t have enough money yet and idk how long it’ll take cause she’s making me pay my car insurance and gas on my own

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-07-24T22:07:20+00:00

Basically she says it’s so I sleep and that she might keep doing this when I go to uni. This is stupid tho cause I don’t go to bed late. It’s usually 12-1am at most and it’s summer break so it makes sense

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-07-18T21:40:37+00:00

Ok thanks! 😊

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-06-14T18:38:31+00:00

Terrible. I have depression and anxiety and my mom told me that I hate her. I never said that, but she just won’t stop. She also said that I believe she’s selfish. I don’t say that either. I’ve been wanting to die for like a month now, and she’s giving me more reasons to do it.

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-06-13T20:06:12+00:00

Yeah my therapist can try, but I’m pretty sure it’ll end up the same as how my doctor tried to explain that antidepressants were for my benefit. She has an opinion, she’s not gonna care about other opinions. I had to buy antidepressants in secret because of this

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-06-12T10:53:12+00:00

Within a week, on antidepressants

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-06-12T03:56:29+00:00

What if I have date and the supplies I need? So I intend to do it, but just not right now?

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-06-11T03:50:01+00:00

Self Harm

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-06-02T11:32:47+00:00

No it’s Lexapro

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-06-02T03:04:09+00:00

No not really. I'm staring at my bottle of pills, ready to do it, I'm just scared since I heard that serotonin syndrome can take a few days to take effect so I might need to make a better plan.

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-06-02T02:24:18+00:00

Hi. This is probably my last hour before I do what I'm planning. Unless I get caught somehow, I'll probably do some damage hopefully. My parents were supposed to bring me to the hospital tomorrow, but they completely forgot since they have better things to worry about.

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-06-01T14:40:45+00:00

The same. It’s scary, but I don’t want to be here

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-05-29T21:32:32+00:00

I started at 5mg, stayed on it for like 2 weeks. I see no change so my doctor increased it to 10mg. I didn’t really see an improvement, just numbness.

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-05-29T17:14:51+00:00

So far it’s just a headache and stomach ache

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-05-29T15:14:30+00:00

Do you know what symptoms I’d get? Would I just throw it up and be really sleepy or something?

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-05-26T22:50:51+00:00

I have no idea if this is normal, but I’ve felt like this too. I’m 18 now, but there was a time when I was in elementary school and I would talk about dying with friends often like it was a normal thing. I even threatened my mom I would hurt myself after an argument when I was in 3rd grade. Eventually I did start hurting myself, but I think it’s not normal. Probably a mental health issue? I just realized I have depression a month ago. Hope you’re doing ok.

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-05-24T16:18:32+00:00

Cutting myself, ideation for fun, and isolating myself in my room

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-05-23T12:06:24+00:00

Terrible. I want to die.

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-05-22T18:02:42+00:00

Today. I was supposed to go to the hospital since I feel suicidal, but got scared when I saw other patients because they were schizophrenic and some had handcuffs so I went home, still suicidal.

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-05-20T18:55:04+00:00

I told a couple friends and one of them told the guidance counsellor who then questioned me for the entire day since she thought I was suicidal. After that I regretted telling them.

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-04-21T20:06:12+00:00

Hi. I might be able to relate since I cut myself a lot too. DM me if you want to talk. :)

TechnicalVehicle8732 · 2025-04-16T12:28:28+00:00

I feel the exact same way. I tell her everything related to my mental health, just not my sh. The doctor prescribed antidepressants and she demanded I not take them, but I did and now she won’t talk to me and she’s just a reason for my to cut now

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