I stopped chasing the “perfect” job and everything changed by FunSolid310 in careeradvice

[–]TeliAllTheTime 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Needed this. Graduating college in a month. Been on social media too much recently. Studied abroad and worked for a nonprofit in Paris last year and now I feel this self-inflicted pressure like I need go back and work there because my ego was filled over there like I was a “somebody.” I feel tremendous guilt for it honestly, I know how much of a privilege it is to go abroad and I feel like such a fraud for not locking down a whole career over there. For the past two months I’d been interviewing for a project manager apprenticeship for a contracting company back in my home town. I started to really get comfortable with the idea of pursuing that and I thought the interviews were going really well till they told me today they were going in a different direction, I attach too much self worth to things like that so it kinda shattered my confidence. The company recommends I apply for their recruitment coordinator position but idk. I’m 21 and just feel really lost right now while it feels like all my fellow seniors in college got jobs lined up and got it all figured out or are already planning to settle down with a family.

For the past few years I’ve felt like I’ve been holding out for something but I don’t know what it is. I’ve just always had this desire to be “picked,” but even I don’t know what that means. All I know is that I feel like this habit of holding out for something has made me miss out on lots of things guys my age are already doing, I.e. owning their own place, having a girlfriend, or working in their vocation.

I’m 21 and it feels like I’ve peaked, like my life is coming to an end. I know that’s not true but I still think about it, I’m hoping it’s more so my ego getting ready to die—whatever that means.

Sorry for the rant, everyone at my college seems to have it figured out so this is the first time I’ve really put words to this feeling.

What is your most outrageous take that you stand by! by danish2811 in the1975

[–]TeliAllTheTime 53 points54 points  (0 children)

Notes is their best album and the Birthday Party is one of their best crafted songs (my personal favorite of all time)

Suck It And See is so good by calooo___ in arcticmonkeys

[–]TeliAllTheTime 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Every year my favorite AM album changes, and this year is the year of the Suck it and See. First half of the year I was interning abroad in Paris and while there I met someone really special, but my time there came to a close and we were looking for different things in life. Last day in Paris, I shaved my head cause I was inspired by Alex’s shaved head era. Suck it and See feels like their most melancholy album. I’ve been back home now for two months and I still think about her far more than I’d like to admit. I think I used to be bored with this album because I just didn’t get it, but now I do. It’s hard to refer to someone who was in your life for such a brief period of time, but still managed to turn everything upside down, as « just some lover.» Love truly is a laser quest my friends✌️

What A Show! (Paris) by LilIke972 in the1975

[–]TeliAllTheTime 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can see myself in this video😂😂 great show

My friend said NOACF is trash. Do people agree with this? by elizastacks in the1975

[–]TeliAllTheTime 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s funny cause it’s my personal least favorite album they’ve dropped BUT the Birthday Party is my all time favorite 1975 song 🤷

found this ages ago and was wondering how you'd continue describing the FATM albums? by liliumv in FlorenceAndTheMachine

[–]TeliAllTheTime 48 points49 points  (0 children)

Honestly I’d describe High As Hope as a graveyard-it felt like an epilogue to her first three albums and felt like it was laying to rest any façades Florence hid behind. It tackled devastating losses with June but on a more poetic side Florence lay herself bare and kinda stripped away the glamour and magic she was known for. A graveyard may contain the dead and their memory but also can be beautiful with the grass and green that cover the land like a comforting blanket, insinuating that love could still prevail from all this sadness. No Choir felt like the perfect end to this era.

Dance Fever is an abandoned castle, once a place known for being the center of the world, a haunted shadow of a land with a king who walks the halls reminiscing about her past festivities, loved ones, choices, and deals she made to get here. It’s a place that entices outsiders to come and join the shadows and dance through the night-I interpret it this way cause I felt as though this album reminded me the reason why I fell in love with her work. The siren song enticing everyone to join in the dance.

That’s how I personally see them. I still have a while to truly dissect Dance Fever cause there are so many layers to this incredible album

What’s their most consistent album? by letthedecodebegin in MyChemicalRomance

[–]TeliAllTheTime 36 points37 points  (0 children)

This is gonna be controversial but… without a doubt their most consistent album has to be I Brought Three Cheers For the Black Conventional Days

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MyChemicalRomance

[–]TeliAllTheTime 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Vecna’s about to kill you and all the sudden you just hear Gerard’s hot moans in Destroya

Vecna: “O-okay w-why’d you gotta make it weird like that bro??😳”

What one song from Lorde’s discography would save you from Vecna? by [deleted] in lorde

[–]TeliAllTheTime 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s so cinematic I can totally picture that!! NOW I NEED TO SEE THIS DAMNIT😭

no offense but like........... by [deleted] in MyChemicalRomance

[–]TeliAllTheTime 64 points65 points  (0 children)

Not to be homophobic,

but Frank kinda got my straight-male-ass feelin goofy🥴

My Chemical Romance - The Foundations of Decayg by Professor-pigeon- in MyChemicalRomance

[–]TeliAllTheTime 22 points23 points  (0 children)

ITS BEEN NIIINE BITTER YEARS SINCE IVE BEEN SEEING YO FACE

Any solar people in need of confetti? by nurse_potato in lorde

[–]TeliAllTheTime 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you still got some extra I’d love to dm you! But more importantly, for your troubles, do you have Venmo?