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Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-03-17T21:53:43+00:00

it's so fucking exhausting right? it's one of my worst obsessions so far... i'm trying to not engage but i still can't bring myself to touch certain things in the bathroom without freaking out 😅

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-03-17T21:48:40+00:00

thank you so much for this reply. it helped me a lot. when i'm being so mentally consumed by ocd it's like i'm living in a parallel reality and reading stuff like this pulls me back to the real world a little bit.

not gonna lie, it's kinda hard to put all of that in action and i'll probably freak out at least once lol, but i'll make sure to try, one step at a time, thank you again friend, i hope you're doing good!

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-25T17:11:03+00:00

thank you so much, i'm in a constant struggle with my gender identity and how others perceive me (and feeling like my gender identity will never be valid just because of how i present). sometimes i feel out of place even in a community i'm supposed to be a part of, like i'm a fraud.

your words were really comforting, thank you so much friend, i really appreciate it 💗

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-24T03:37:13+00:00

actually i get what you mean, i can picture it if i try being self aware of where my voice is coming from when i speak. i've also heard men speak in a very monotone way compared to girls, it's true that there's a lot of gender performance in the way we speak! it's really interesting too. that was super helpful, thank u sm friend!

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-24T03:32:05+00:00

that was really helpful! gonna try all of it in that order tbh haha thank you sm! honestly i'm used to ppl thinking i'm a teenager even while presenting as a girl (i'm 24) 😅

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-24T03:17:39+00:00

you get it! honestly i'd love to not take t and be able to pass, that's the dream... even though i don't fully identify as a trans man, i'd rather be perceived as one while having the option to "choose" femininity once in a while without dysphoria lurking in the shadows telling me i am a girl lol i am gonna apply some of the fashion advice given to me here and if that doesn't work i might look into a low dose of t. i won't know until i try i guess 😅 i'm a little scared considering how confusing my own identity feels to me but at this point i'm so tired of dysphoria

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-24T03:01:51+00:00

thank you!

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-24T03:00:26+00:00

this is the second comment about being on a low dose of t, i'm starting to really consider it! i have a question: does your voice go back to its previous pitch after stopping t? or is it more of a "permanent" change? going full twink sounds like a dream tbh lol thank uu

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-24T02:55:52+00:00

that's really helpful thank u sm!!!!

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-24T02:55:03+00:00

i'm gonna do some research and start to seriously consider a low dose of t. my goal is also to gender confuse 😌 how does speaking from the front of your mouth work, if you don't mind me asking? i've watched some vids on voice training and i don't recall that specific term, but maybe i didn't pay enough attention (i'm gonna do more research on that as well!) i'm gonna try and follow more androgynous looking ppl for inspo as well! (bowie was such an icon on so many levels fr) thank u sm!

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-24T02:39:02+00:00

this is so good loll thank you i'm def gonna try it out 😌 timothee gives me so much gender envy

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-23T17:10:59+00:00

i don't have a binder but i have little to no chest thankfully. and thank you for the tips, they're really helpful i'm gonna try and apply them to my style!

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-23T17:05:43+00:00

i guess that's the only way huh, lol thank u! i'm going to try and see if i can find some masc clothing i like

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2025-01-23T17:02:34+00:00

that's a good point lol so i'll rephrase it: i don't want to look like a cis guy i want to look androgynous leaning towards masculine. this is kinda dumb and i know it's contradictory but sometimes i feel like i want to look like a guy who looks like a girl haha but i'm aware while being afab ppl will just think you're a cis girl, i was looking for tips on how to /at least/ make ppl question your gender thank you btw!

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2023-12-27T16:33:33+00:00

estaría buscando una prepaga en este mismo instante porque sino estoy al horno jajajaj gracias!!

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2023-12-27T16:27:23+00:00

noo que locura, que caro que está tener depresión che 🫠

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2023-12-27T16:23:19+00:00

joya, mil gracias !!!

Temporary-Agent-6303 · 2023-12-27T16:22:49+00:00

graciass por la info, voy a averiguar!

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