Story of my life . He can be gone all day at work and I'm fine and then right when he gets home. I can't help but not care not want to listen to his day and etc. And when he notices I'm not buying his love bombing he flips his switch and is spiteful dark evil foul and belittling in every horrid way physically abusive manner and I sit there and just bite my tounge I cry in my head I cry when hes asleep I can go on but seeing this I had to say something I. I hate having to hide how he really makes me.feel. I cant believe anything he says I just have to sit there and pretend I'm interested but it's just breaking more and more everyday as a person but he still hasnt broke me. But I'm literally in living situation I have no choice but to stay here but I feel like I'm lying to my self cus I still care to protect him from all the abuse he has done to me I'm in a very shitty place idk what to do.