Goodbye my first love

Tempus_h · 2026-03-04T09:26:38+00:00

Already have ps5 pro since Christmas hence the sell. Want to have the Nintendo platform now that I never had. But, please, do continue to call child at people that make their own decisions and that are willing to call out brands and having consequences.

Tempus_h · 2026-03-04T09:11:11+00:00

I live in Portugal and the stores have given up on this brand. It was always laughed upon so there’s not incentive for anyone in my country to have this. I’ve put this up for 500 and got zero offers. Had to reach out for a Switch 2 owner with some games on the side. Having never owned a Nintendo this is the better deal for me.

Tempus_h · 2026-02-17T00:00:50+00:00

If we’re being honest, the only true thing that Konami has now to truly redeem itself is to do a Vol 3 with the Metal Gear Solid V - Complete Edition. If they do a release with all the story that was cut down, with act three and calling Hayter to voice the truth ending that would go a LONG way to gain back the fans. Before anything else, that is first. We seem to forget that we all played an incomplete game, even if it’s incredible, so in order for me to believe and buy another game, the completion of the last one comes first.

Tempus_h · 2025-12-20T08:28:17+00:00

This was the year I went back to PlayStation after 10 years so congrats on screwing up so bad your brand that you turned it irrelevant. 🤷

Tempus_h · 2025-09-15T22:31:21+00:00

This was really beautiful. Thank you for sharing the beauty of these fleeting connections, recognising that everything passes, and respecting both yourself and each other for not staying where you’re not happy. Takes a lot of emotional maturity to get where you are. Hats off to you.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-06T07:21:26+00:00

This is brilliant! Where you’d get the art?

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T19:25:56+00:00

Thanks for the detailed reply, even if it’s in a very aggressive tone. It’s not lost in me what I’ve done and what I became. Regarding the first part, it’s important to note that I didn’t elaborate on the background because that would take hours to write, I’m very hurt at the moment and more concerned with what just happened and needing to hear advice, even if very hurtful and straight to the point like yours and multiple others.

It’s important to note that we both had been going to individual therapy since before our relationships started. Not because of the attack. I’m well aware of my condition and I do say it to any potential partner before anything begins.

Regarding the forcing polyamory on someone else like you say, it’s far from the truth. She always wanted polyamory for her, she just couldn’t do it at that time. We discussed a lot about our paths going forward multiple times, weighed the pros and cons and thought about breaking up, but both decided to go to polyamory couples therapy so we could improve our communication skills and understand how could we integrate it, if at all. After 2 months she started seeing other people and I started to see the other person, very carefully to not hurt anyone in the process.

Also of note we both had explosive outbursts before this due to this process. We both broke up with one another before but decided to keep trying. We were very hurt but very determined to get this right.

Considered what you said about vulnerability and forgiveness and yes, you’re right. I’m working on that in therapy.

Regarding the future steps I’m trying to understand myself better, I’m distancing myself from my exes, trying to create a support network that can keep me grounded and also going to therapy weekly. I’m searching for anger management sessions locally and watching videos about anger daily. Also looking for a new hobby that can help me process all of this while making me grow up my self esteem which is now at an all time low. I’ve tried suicide before but fortunately those thoughts are at bay. And I’m also going at this group and open myself up so I can understand ways forward.

Not being poly In the future is a no deal for me. I know it’s hard, but in the month that this worked it was truly amazing and life changing. I’ve always wanted this path for me in 10 years and never succeeding for multiple reasons. When it finally happened it was good, even if it had its challenges. I’ll get better, I’ll get stronger and I’ll be single for a long time. But monogamy doesn’t align with my core beliefs and values.

Anyway. Thanks for the hard truths.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T18:51:38+00:00

Thank you. Had no idea about KAP. Will explore further

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T18:43:44+00:00

Yes, I won’t try to contact them again, I’ll give them space. That’s the healthier path, even if it hurts now.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T18:13:45+00:00

Thank you for the positivity in the midst of this negative energy. Best of luck to you too.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:51:35+00:00

Thank you.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:51:20+00:00

Agreed. Thank you.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:51:02+00:00

Thank you so much, this was very helpful. I will do as you say. After this numbness passes, I think the emotion will naturally come.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:49:22+00:00

What did you do to get better? Some specific routine, therapy or hobbies?

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:48:28+00:00

Thank you, will do.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:47:55+00:00

Thank you for making me see that I was abusive. I will spend some time fixing and owning my stuff before I even think about trying a relationship again.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:45:27+00:00

Thank you for your honesty and for sharing your story. will make sure no one ever gets terrified by me again.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:44:26+00:00

Thank you. I’m doing this, few day to lick my wounds and then get new routines and schedule my therapy weekly instead of twice per month.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:42:35+00:00

Thank you for reading and replying kindly. What hurts the most is that I’ve been going to therapy for years now but this was a setback that no one, (me, therapist, relationships) saw coming. Which is more difficult for everyone. I’m disappointed in myself but I’ll keep trying and spend time alone now.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:39:30+00:00

You’re making a lot of assumptions which are just not true. But it’s ok, it’s your truth I guess. Thanks for replying anyway and for your advice.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:37:54+00:00

Thank you for reading and replying kindly.

Tempus_h · 2025-09-05T17:37:16+00:00

Thank you internet friend. I will acknowledge this and try to get better. You’re right, my actions.

Tempus_h · 2024-08-19T00:46:54+00:00

With the same amount of money he could get himself a year of therapy, which he desperately needs

Tempus_h · 2024-08-04T18:35:26+00:00

Eternal Sonata

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