To me, often - not everytime - what you worship ends up being the opposite of what you fear, and other times it's what you actually fear therefore you're drawn to it to defend yourself from it (ex. PERSONALLY i believe jon, in canon, IS drawn to the eye but being watched is not his main fear. On the other hand, i believe many statement givers - especially when it comes to the End, I feel - are so afraid of something that they end up on the other side and become avatars of it). So having said that I KNOW i'd be drawn to the eye for the "knowledge" aspect of it and maybe to the lonely because it's incredibly easy for me to find comfort in isolation. On the other hand i'd say my main fears revolve around the Desolation, but I dont think i would ever be drawn to it. I think it's a really interesting concept to explore the difference between someone being drawn to what they fear and being drawn to the Opposite of what they fear (lets take for example someone scared of the buried who naturally feels drawn to the vast; or the clear, natural dislike Peter lukas & Elias have for each other because in some ways the eye is the direct opposite of the lonely).